miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
Hello, i would like to you guys express how do you feel while being depressed:

Me;
-lack of interest in everything
-no eating/cleaning myself
-aphaty
-extreme anxiety atacks and hating sound and seeing other people
-non sense at all
 
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HorribleFeelings1

HorribleFeelings1

Its a hard knock life
Jan 18, 2020
321
Hey! So like for me, no matter where I go or no matter what I do, it always sits in the back of my head so everything gets infiltrated because of being depressed, so if I love eating hamburgers then I don't enjoy it as much as I did before because I'm depressed, my CTB date should be next week (I hope this time). But hope it gets better for you (: much love :heart:
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
I feel a sense of dread, wanting to sleep all the time to escape ( even though I can only sleep with medication ) not being able to clean my house, despondency, apathy, then extreme crying, not wanting to go out. Hating loud sounds and bright light, and terrified of crowds. Depression is horrible.
 
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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
Hey! So like for me, no matter where I go or no matter what I do, it always sits in the back of my head so everything gets infiltrated because of being depressed, so if I love eating hamburgers then I don't enjoy it as much as I did before because I'm depressed, my CTB date should be next week (I hope this time). But hope it gets better for you (: much love :heart:
Hey,wish you find peace whit your decision,i also have date to ctb(june 6 if all go OK)
I feel a sense of dread, wanting to sleep all the time to escape ( even though I can only sleep with medication ) not being able to clean my house, despondency, apathy, then extreme crying, not wanting to go out. Hating loud sounds and bright light, and terrified of crowds. Depression is horrible.
i have medication but still depressed,this sucks
 
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BlackPoppet

BlackPoppet

Wise woman and Celtic sky person
Mar 7, 2020
991
Hey,wish you find peace whit your decision,i also have date to ctb(june 6 if all go OK)

i have medication but still depressed,this sucks
Yes depression sucks. Big time! It's a literal " black dog" as Winston Churchill put it. He had depression badly too.
 
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akrasia

akrasia

-hugs-
Feb 11, 2020
153
I'm glad to see I'm not alone. :)
For me I would have lost of appetite, lost interest, no/ barely energy, on a verge of tears, stay in bed all day, apathy, and isolation.
 
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I’mDone

Experienced
Mar 22, 2020
261
Apathy, anhedonia, self hatred, constant suicidality.
 
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BPDbitch

BPDbitch

Experienced
Nov 10, 2019
248
Exhaustion, anhedonia, increased suicidal thoughts, nausea, sometimes tearful but usually more emotionally blunt and empty
 
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a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
1,831
Most of what you said, although it is atypical—it can change in an instant if something good happens.
 
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Epsilon0

Enlightened
Dec 28, 2019
1,874
When I am depressed I want to die. It's "that" simple.
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,129
chronic fatigue, anhedonia, headaches, lack of emotions, lack of motivation, suicidal thoughts. you name it i've got it
 
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KiraLittleOwl

Lost in transition
Jan 25, 2019
1,083
Apathy
Anhedonia
Obsessive painful thoughts
Somatic pains
Laying on the bed all the time
Hopless
Can't plan future
Constant thoughts of suicide
 
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itsamadworld

itsamadworld

i wanna die somewhere like up there
Mar 15, 2020
410
Depression for me =
I go to sleep,
Hopeless
Whole body Exhaustion mixed w/ Anxiety
Suicidal thoughts (constantly)
Pacing, like a cat in a cage,
And pissed, like a rat enraged
OCD-I can't stop cleaning!!
Unsettled in body, but in physical pain
I can sleep, but not deep
more suicidal thoughts/anxiety
Itchy
worried,
And I wake up and
with weed i bake up,
a wee bit on the DEFENSIVE!
 
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Slow85

Member
Feb 29, 2020
79
Depression for me is like I am in a massive tank full of treacle. Everything is thick and heavy and slow.
I have physical pain from trying to move .
Poor hygiene , increased sleeping during the day , erratic at night .
I always have an inability to withstand noise when depressed also. No interest in tasks be they activities of daily living or tasks to find enjoyment .
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
800
Wishing I was dead all day.
 
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PoisonedJuliet

PoisonedJuliet

You saucy boy!
Feb 12, 2020
1,191
Sometimes increased urges to self harm, wanting to lie in bed all day, I can't focus for the life of me, exhaustion, constant thoughts of killing myself, less sleep and/or eating, and panic attacks when I try to act "normal" in front of other people
 
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