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xX.mlnchli

melancholy
Jul 4, 2023
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Does anybody else's depression get so bad you literally feel like collapsing when you're standing up or walking, or simply doing anything in general and feel so disconnected around everything and everyone??
 
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Aim

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Sep 12, 2023
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very sorry you feel this way, but yess. i know exacly what you mean, its horribel.
 
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Byebyemap

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Dec 4, 2023
25
Standing up in the morning is death ,',
 
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WeDontKnowTheFuture

Experienced
Feb 3, 2023
251
Yes, i undersrand this state of being..
I don't know what are the root cause of your depression and if they are treatable, micro-dosing shrooms helped me in the past when things we'rent as bad as they are now.
 
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doomedtolive

I love so many things, but not myself
Dec 9, 2023
38
not even just getting up, but doing anything laying down related to being productive. i just want to sleep all day and die
 
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Kit1

Enlightened
Oct 24, 2023
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I have complex PTSD and CFS - depression is very much part ot it. Nausea, dizziness, challenges controlling body temperatures, infections, mobility challenges, sometimes just being able.to breathe or function, falling, syncope (sudden loss of consciousness), disassociation etc are all part of it. Long list that anything goes wrong - I just accept it now.
 
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