Me, twenty years with doctos, psychologists and psychiatrists... twenty years...
I beat depression when I found out it was hormone thing..... it just went off....
however now I've got a broken heart, that's something I torn up during recovery, a fantastic romantic relationship, I was afraid depression came back in, and did not want to get her involved. Serious mistake, I cared for her well-being more than mine, now I miss her and she found a commitment with someone else.... damm..
I dont think on ctb anymore, except for moments when I exagerate about loosing her.. or having a hard life, but im alright, its only after twenty years, there are not so good fantastic beliefs about what I can accomplish in life, gotta beat it and act... damm.. the only way, gotta love myself more....
gotta love myself more