Depression is back again.

[Waiting for death]

I am trying as much as I can, I am taking care of body building muscles. Calisthenics and ink therapy (getting tattoos) is helping me a lot. But now, my depression symptoms is back again even I take care of myself, I think I have nothing to lose if I die now it's going to be okay. I feel envious of those who succeeded in life which I failed and don't have forces to face my life challenges. To be honest I don't see myself here in fours years or less than four years. I think I will have peace when I'm dead.

 

[theboy]

I also have a feeling that I won't be here for more than 4 years. I won't make it to 30.

 

[Waiting for death]

I also have a feeling that I won't be here for more than 4 years. I won't make it to 30.

We're on the same page bro. We're together

 

[theboy]

We're on the same page bro. We're together

yes, so deep