depressing life/world

[Darkover]

what i want i can never have so the point to existing is wanting something you can never have 1 trillion decimal place instructions per second
the universe life isn't impressive it's shit
god wouldn't enslave us in this shithole universe
life you never gave a shit for me shitty horrible life
life you'd never care for me
life you can stay the fuck away from me
life its obviously better to of never of been
what did we ever do to deserve this shit horrible life
life just one big waste of fucking time
my life never did get any better just worse with time enslaved in this decaying machine
life wanting more than the environment can provide
all life should have a inbuilt way to cease functioning
life is depressing as shit just want to live but being forced to die
life in this place is basically not worth coming alive for at all

 

[FuneralCry]

To me it's certainly always preferable to cease existing than to be trapped here, life really is so unnecessary, futile and repulsive to me, I see no value in having to suffer, slowly decaying from age just to lose everything anyway. And existing can very easily get much more worse beyond how we can even imagine it to, it truly is an undeserved punishment being burdened with the ability to exist here.