Depressed

[cherry7]

Focusing on planning my suicide keeps me stuck in depression so I can't focus on trying to feel better at the same time. Can anyone relate?

 

[thewalkingdread]

Focusing on planning my suicide keeps me stuck in depression so I can't focus on trying to feel better at the same time. Can anyone relate?

Yeah... Dying kinda sucks. That's why we avoid at all costs thinking that we are going to die — be it through suicide or not.

Life just fucking sucks... Being born is the first and ultimate violence. And all parents are brainless, unethical, "well intended", procreative murderers.

 

[tunnelV]

Somewhat, I think even when I don't think about it the depression stays with me. At different levels but I'm never totally free especially because my environment is shit. The suicidal thoughts for me is comforting. It's good to know that I always have that option and opportunity to escape this life.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

I relate with you so much that I could probably be your cousin.

 

[Kit1]

Focusing on planning my suicide keeps me stuck in depression so I can't focus on trying to feel better at the same time. Can anyone relate?

I know that feeling too well. I don't want to be here,but have to be here due to caring responsibilities - though this week, I am really struggling with the staying alive. A lack of support network (apart from a weekly session with a clinical psychologist which is also due to end in a few weeks time as NHS offers a limited number of sessions) does not help. Feels like death/ending life is inevitable - probably in the next few weeks seeing that the final support will be withdrawn as well anyway and I don't engage with the other medical services due to accessibility challenges. Have complex PTSD.

Have you ever tried therapy?

 

[wilbursoot6969]

Focusing on planning my suicide keeps me stuck in depression so I can't focus on trying to feel better at the same time. Can anyone relate?

I guess think about it this way, death is coming soon so you won't have to feel depressed anymore

 

[cherry7]

I know that feeling too well. I don't want to be here,but have to be here due to caring responsibilities - though this week, I am really struggling with the staying alive. A lack of support network (apart from a weekly session with a clinical psychologist which is also due to end in a few weeks time as NHS offers a limited number of sessions) does not help. Feels like death/ending life is inevitable - probably in the next few weeks seeing that the final support will be withdrawn as well anyway and I don't engage with the other medical services due to accessibility challenges. Have complex PTSD.

Have you ever tried therapy?

Yes I have

I guess think about it this way, death is coming soon so you won't have to feel depressed anymore

Good way to see it.