Efilismislife
Psychopath family tortured me
- May 25, 2021
- 642
I dont know if anyone can relate? But i feel depressed even just to find a less painless way to ctb that i can do
I cant even find a way to do it right
im already overwhelming&struggling alone by many burdens so my brain cant really function fully at top speed and its really hard making decisions.
Months ago i thought finding a less painful way to ctb isnt going to be this hard
A successful escape, less painful exit, peaceful exit or whatever seems so far/hard
like a wishful thinking
i feel depressed hopeless for not being able to help myself
nobody wants to be a loser but the world just force you to suck it all up
I cant even find a way to do it right
im already overwhelming&struggling alone by many burdens so my brain cant really function fully at top speed and its really hard making decisions.
Months ago i thought finding a less painful way to ctb isnt going to be this hard
A successful escape, less painful exit, peaceful exit or whatever seems so far/hard
like a wishful thinking
i feel depressed hopeless for not being able to help myself
nobody wants to be a loser but the world just force you to suck it all up