FireFox
Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,712
Everyday I can't stop missing him, he has a lot traits I wanted in a man and was my ideal man it hurts so much being rejected by him. I met this man this year at one of the CBD stores i use regularly and he joined last year as an employee. He is a redhead from Norway in his 30s.
While exploring CBD products the man and I ended up talking to each other. Everytime I visted the shop he smiles at me. The shop has periods where there are no customers so we just talk. The man is very intelligent when it comes to politics, he has lived and travelled to so many countries and we bonded over that. He just like me started using CBD because we were both tired of being in pain for him it was his cancer and for me it was because all my life I was struggling to relax and needed something to calm down. It was wonderful meeting someone who understands how CBD helped me. My family judge me for using CBD.
In July while hemp shopping this time I decided to ask for his number. He gave me his number. I asked him when he was finishing work and if he had any plans. He told me he finishes work at 7pm and has no plans. I decided to vist him at his store at 5 minutes before 7pm and I asked him if he wanted to walk with me across the area.
He agreed. We walked along a canal and walked past many neighbourhoods. In our conversations we learnt a lot about each other. We got messaging nearly everyday after that until he rejected me . No matter what I did I was never enough for him. At times he was disrespectful towards me and even gave me the slient treatment for 2 whole weeks then acted like the whole thing never happened and played the victim.
At university I talk to people as I am very sociable but still I don't click with the guys and they don't click with me either too. The guys either have a girlfriend or interested in another woman but nobody sees me. The more I talk guys at university the conversation never flows. Any guy I talk too they are are not exciting like him, they don't make me laugh the way he made me laugh and they are not him.
I feel like I am never going to meet anyone better than him. This is why it hurts so much. He is just awesome guy and I really wanted to be his girlfriend . I go to a large university but still no matter how many people I talk too there is no one for me everyone has got partner or love interest except me.
While exploring CBD products the man and I ended up talking to each other. Everytime I visted the shop he smiles at me. The shop has periods where there are no customers so we just talk. The man is very intelligent when it comes to politics, he has lived and travelled to so many countries and we bonded over that. He just like me started using CBD because we were both tired of being in pain for him it was his cancer and for me it was because all my life I was struggling to relax and needed something to calm down. It was wonderful meeting someone who understands how CBD helped me. My family judge me for using CBD.
In July while hemp shopping this time I decided to ask for his number. He gave me his number. I asked him when he was finishing work and if he had any plans. He told me he finishes work at 7pm and has no plans. I decided to vist him at his store at 5 minutes before 7pm and I asked him if he wanted to walk with me across the area.
He agreed. We walked along a canal and walked past many neighbourhoods. In our conversations we learnt a lot about each other. We got messaging nearly everyday after that until he rejected me . No matter what I did I was never enough for him. At times he was disrespectful towards me and even gave me the slient treatment for 2 whole weeks then acted like the whole thing never happened and played the victim.
At university I talk to people as I am very sociable but still I don't click with the guys and they don't click with me either too. The guys either have a girlfriend or interested in another woman but nobody sees me. The more I talk guys at university the conversation never flows. Any guy I talk too they are are not exciting like him, they don't make me laugh the way he made me laugh and they are not him.
I feel like I am never going to meet anyone better than him. This is why it hurts so much. He is just awesome guy and I really wanted to be his girlfriend . I go to a large university but still no matter how many people I talk too there is no one for me everyone has got partner or love interest except me.
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