Venting deep down i dont want to die, but the mental pain is just too much.

[Friend_A]

sometimes i can even feel my chest and body hurt from how much mental pain im in.

 

[shay23]

I am feeling the exact same way, I don't want to die but I feel like I have to. It's like there is no other option! I'm so sorry you're hurting.

 

[Emily_Numb]

I feel the same way. I am sick of feeling the way I do. Nothings helps. The only realistic option left is to CTB.

 

[sadworld]

I feel the same way... and it sucks.

 

[SweetSurrender]

I sort of feel the same. I feel like it's the only option... eventually. I keep wanting something to change. I feel trapped. I'm lucky though I have a good mother, once she's gone I'll have nothing. But things are changing for the worse right now... I wanted to hold out until after my mom passes... I'm on the edge but not ready to take the leap

 

[bloomingdark]

I am sorry to you're in pain ,I know how it may feel too... Just exasperating

 

[grungeCat]

I understand you, I can't stand this pain too. I don't wanna die either, I just want it to stop

 

[Stick]

Same, especially since I feel my mental pain physically like you. Anxiety means I feel like my chest is caving in, and my blood is trying to escape my body. Sadness means my head is being squeezed from the outside and my whole body is numb. It's too much to deal with

 

[Weary Soul]

I could probably find a way to go on despite financial difficulties right now, but why? The pain I am in (both mental and physical) is crippling and won't change.

So what is left?

For me? I can keep racing blindly on the hamster wheel of a society that is clueless or jump off and finally get some fucking rest.

I am so sorry you understand this.

 

[Time to fly]

I could probably find a way to go on despite financial difficulties right now, but why? The pain I am in (both mental and physical) is crippling and won't change.

So what is left?

For me? I can keep racing blindly on the hamster wheel of a society that is clueless or jump off and finally get some fucking rest.

I am so sorry you understand this.

Exactly, the hamster wheel is never ending rubbish...jumping off or hitting the eject button is so much more enticing

 

[Deleted member 17949]

there's some stuff I kinda wanna live for but life is too hard

 

[Nicothe13th]

Maybe what you mean is if things were different, you'd want to live.

I hear that too, I just made loads of mistakes and now stuck with the consequences in all areas of life and it's not worth living.

 

[GarageKarate07]

sometimes i can even feel my chest and body hurt from how much mental pain im in.

I have shaking fits from the distress I'm in as well. They have been real bad lately. The feeling of being alone does not help. It is crippling.

 

[Nicothe13th]

Better to be alone than with a toxic, ugly mofo tho ygm

 

[muffin222]

I feel the exact same way

 

[In2TheVoid]

can relate...

 

[peaches]

I feel the same way. I am sick of feeling the way I do. Nothings helps. The only realistic option left is to CTB.

Exactly