etrnllxid

etrnllxid

blunt
Aug 9, 2023
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I can't help but laugh at my situation, I'm about to be homeless for the second time in my 19 years of life both of which were/are out of my control. I think it's interesting that the day before I made new year promises with friend to do things next year, taking trips, building skills and potentially elevating my life. This is the first year I've actually made promises.. the years prior I had no one, because of that I intentionally separated myself and burned bridges at every turn but apparently I suck at that too. this potentially coulda been the start of something good. I start to hope and I'm close lined with this info on christmas day with this.

Legit at a crossroads, Live on the streets in winter (and all that entails) or keep trying and maybe salvage this. Legit wanna take the 3rd option and CTB

Too bad I was born a self conscious pessimistic retard
 
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