strawberrylaces
lolly
- Apr 17, 2023
- 3
Theres a fancy old hotel near me that I'm saving to do it in, some people say its haunted too so if ghosts are real and I'm forced to continue existing, at least I'll have some medieval spooks to hang out with. I'm not 100% sure on method, I was thinking about going vertical because that's probably the easiest thing I can think of and do right now but I have no idea how well that method works.
The date is less than 3 months away, I want to do it now but the tiniest part of me wants to see if anything will get fractionally better though I know by now it won't. I figure 3 months is long enough to be able to feel completely at peace with my choice when I go through with it, on top of the 19 other years of life I've wasted. Now I only hope theres no afterlife and I'll be able to finally rest.
The date is less than 3 months away, I want to do it now but the tiniest part of me wants to see if anything will get fractionally better though I know by now it won't. I figure 3 months is long enough to be able to feel completely at peace with my choice when I go through with it, on top of the 19 other years of life I've wasted. Now I only hope theres no afterlife and I'll be able to finally rest.
