snowman626
Mage
- Jan 28, 2019
- 543
Been working as a security guard for the last 12 years making min wage. All i do is open doors for people, deal with complaints, deal with alarms, answer phones, I hate it i hate it Hate it haaaate it. Why ive put up with this 12 yrs ? Stupidity, laziness
I feel my self esteem rotting away to the core. I feel worthless like im somebodys bitch. Ive had enough
I started this job when i was just 21, and it was fine back then. I was young and still had hope that i would do great things. Never thought id still be here doing this at 33, im now balding too and im still virgin so that just adds to my depression. I feel so bad
This job is a major trigger for my desire to end this life. Cant even work more than 2 days a week because im losing my shit mentally even at 2 days, imagine 5 days ill kill myself right now.
Im so fucking angry at this job. Little things trigger the shit out of me (such as dealing with unknown calls, fire alarms floods, rude people) and i just wanna scream and break things, which i already kind of do. I sometimes yell and curse when im patrolling and the phone rings, and i kick and slam doors.
If i dont quit now i feel like ill do something really violent soon. So im quitting to avoid this outcome. My mom will give me shit cause she thinks i should work 5 days a week cause shes not aware of how it triggers me to have violent and depressive thoughts.
So ive decided. Im giving in my 2 weeks notice and im done with this shit forever.
In case your wondering what im gonna do for money from here, i have some online ways to make income so ill be fine, i can at least make enough to pay rent and food. Ill be my own boss and that i think will do good things for my self esteem. Being able to survive without depending in some job i hate will make me realize im not as powerless as i feel. If i work real hard i might even become successful and make a good living. I wont say what is it i do online here but if you really wanna know pm me.
So thats it. In monday ill email them my 2 weeks notice and by oct 1st ill be a free man!!!!
I feel my self esteem rotting away to the core. I feel worthless like im somebodys bitch. Ive had enough
I started this job when i was just 21, and it was fine back then. I was young and still had hope that i would do great things. Never thought id still be here doing this at 33, im now balding too and im still virgin so that just adds to my depression. I feel so bad
This job is a major trigger for my desire to end this life. Cant even work more than 2 days a week because im losing my shit mentally even at 2 days, imagine 5 days ill kill myself right now.
Im so fucking angry at this job. Little things trigger the shit out of me (such as dealing with unknown calls, fire alarms floods, rude people) and i just wanna scream and break things, which i already kind of do. I sometimes yell and curse when im patrolling and the phone rings, and i kick and slam doors.
If i dont quit now i feel like ill do something really violent soon. So im quitting to avoid this outcome. My mom will give me shit cause she thinks i should work 5 days a week cause shes not aware of how it triggers me to have violent and depressive thoughts.
So ive decided. Im giving in my 2 weeks notice and im done with this shit forever.
In case your wondering what im gonna do for money from here, i have some online ways to make income so ill be fine, i can at least make enough to pay rent and food. Ill be my own boss and that i think will do good things for my self esteem. Being able to survive without depending in some job i hate will make me realize im not as powerless as i feel. If i work real hard i might even become successful and make a good living. I wont say what is it i do online here but if you really wanna know pm me.
So thats it. In monday ill email them my 2 weeks notice and by oct 1st ill be a free man!!!!
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