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homesoon.
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- Apr 15, 2024
- 90
I've accepted I will always find myself circling back to daydreaming about cbting. Every. Single. Time. It never fails. I almost feel destined for it; like that's how I know I'll die in the end. I will respond to the call of the void. I've already had to cut back on self-harm of risk for being caught, so I've increased drinking and smoking to replace it. I have everything I need prepared, and I have for months. Just need to say fuck it and do it. I've been thinking about it a lot again. I've chosen SN, and I'm pretty settled in that choice.
However, I know for a fact I will need a hotel room. Any recommendations to get everyone to fuck off long enough to complete? I know I can't do it at home, there's too many risks of someone doing a wellness check or calling one in. I thought about giving everyone an excuse for why I'm busy, maybe even different reasons for different people. Has anyone thought about this?
However, I know for a fact I will need a hotel room. Any recommendations to get everyone to fuck off long enough to complete? I know I can't do it at home, there's too many risks of someone doing a wellness check or calling one in. I thought about giving everyone an excuse for why I'm busy, maybe even different reasons for different people. Has anyone thought about this?