Method Debating on Method.

[hopelessoceanic25]

I'm truthfully torn between methods.
I've been looking into Hydrogen Sulfide, but unless I do that in my car with nobody else around, chances are it could hurt other people. I wouldn't want to do this method in my own home.
Then I considered drowning- it's a poetic way to die in my opinion, and this is the method I would like to go with. But I've read contradicting things on whether it is peaceful or not.
Jumping terrifies me bc of SI, but if I can overcome it, I would like this to be a viable option as well.
Inert gases are probably impossible for me to obtain.
I thought about the night-night method and even did "dress rehearsals", but my head just feels like exploding everytime rather than actually passing out. Perhaps I cannot locate my carotid arteries... any advice on this?
I'm leaning towards CO currently. What do you guys think? What is your current preferred method? I feel like mine changes really easily.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm leaning towards CO currently. What do you guys think? What is your current preferred method? I feel like mine changes really easily.

CO is my method of choice. Needed materials are available everywhere, no restrictions and not suspicious.

 

[Intoxicated]

Then I considered drowning- it's a poetic way to die in my opinion, and this is the method I would like to go with. But I've read contradicting things on whether it is peaceful or not.

It should be nearly 100% peaceful if you sedate yourself by displacing oxygen from your lungs. I can describe the method in detail in PM if you want.

I'm leaning towards CO currently. What do you guys think? What is your current preferred method? I feel like mine changes really easily.

My top 4 of methods as of now:

1. Unconscious drowning in the bathtub using gas asphyxiation
2. Sealed exit bag (possibly with a non-inert gas)
3. CO poisoning (decomposition of formic acid, oxalic acid, or oxalates)
4. H2S poisoning (preferably using Al2S3)