@15dec @JustAboutDone @gingerplum
Thanks guys, I made this post at night and I had a really terrible anxiety attack, and I made this on a whim. I'm feeling the same as before and am set on CTB.
Edit: My dumbass told my friends about how I have all I need, so I'm positive that he might call the police or someone on me eventually, so now I don't have much time.