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    We will never comply with any of OFCOM's demands or any other nations censorious demands for that matter. We will only follow the laws of the land of which our server is located, which is the US.

    Any demands for censorship or requests to comply with the law outside of the US will be promptly ignored.

    No foreign laws or pressure will make us comply with anti-censorship laws and we will protect the speech of our members, regardless of where they might live in the world. If that means being blocked in the UK, so be it. We would advise that any UK member gets a VPN to browse the site, or use TOR.

    However, today, we stand up these these governments that want to bully or censor this website.

    Fuck OFCOM, and fuck any media organization or group that think it's cool or fun to stalk or bully people that suffering in this world.

    Edit: We also wanted to address the veiled threats made against a staff member in the UK by the BBC in the news today. We are undeterred by any threats, intimination, by the BBC or by any other groups dedicated to doxxing and harassing our staff and members. Journalists from the BBC, CTV, Kansas Star, Daily Mail and many other outlets have continuiously ignored the fact that many of the people that they're interviewing (such as @leelfc84 on Twitter/X) and propping up are the same people posting addresses of staff members and our founders on social media. We show them proof of this and they ignore it and don't address it.They're all just as evil as each other, and should be treated accordingly. They do not care about the safety of our staff members, founders, or administrators, or even members, so why would they care about you?

    Now that we have your attention, journalists, will you ever address this? You've given these evil people interviews, and free press.

Death, fear, feeling of guilt..

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Jul 17, 2024
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Just some thoughts that I need to share. So.. my situation is really complicated. My life became a horror. It became unbearable. Every day I struggle to the extend that I don't want to breath anymore. And fear, that eats me inside out. I couldn't even imagine that it's possible to suffer like that.
I'm a Christian, and this stupid question "why?" doesn't leave my brain.
I became disabled, I used to be beautiful and now my appearance is distorted... I can't leave my apartment... My parents don't leave me alone, however I'm 28. Last three months I thought that I have to be strong, because of my family, because of future. But everyday is worse than previous one. I pray, pray and pray. But it's no sense in it. This reality destroys me. It's so much pain that I can't overcome. I can't struggle anymore.
I've already prepared everything I need to go.. oh, the fear of unknown, thoughts about betraying my caring family, everything is fucking hurt. When I shared my thoughts to my dad, he said that I'm so selfish, that I don't care about them and my relatives, that I'll be in hell. And what if I care? What if I tried as much as I could. Everything in past 15 years. I feel it's enough for me. Enough for one person. Is it really a betrayal..?
 
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It really is so cruel to me how there's all this suffering, it really sounds like you've suffered a lot. But anyway I wish you all the best.
 
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