Death date

[Tenshi_vhc]

Does anyone else have things like death dates? I do this thing were I randomly pick a month then a day and I have in till that time frame to be happy and if I'm not happy I attempt? Idk maybe it's some weird way of recovery lol

 

[TiredOfAllThis]

No point in that. One is ready when one is ready. For me the date is another blow from the life itself when everything becomes decisively unbearable.

 

[ilikemoais]

pretty much the same thing for me, i just set 2 years from now if im not better for then i just gonna do it. even tough i have everything to do it, prob a weird way to psych myself up or recover

 

[perfumeonmyneck]

I do the same tbh. I have a "for sure" date set out months away, but then I also have spur-of-the-moment dates for when it feels impossible to keep going. I usually feel slightly better in the head by then tho to keep going until all my current commitments are fulfilled.

 

[pluscat]

Does anyone else have things like death dates? I do this thing were I randomly pick a month then a day and I have in till that time frame to be happy and if I'm not happy I attempt? Idk maybe it's some weird way of recovery

No, why rob yourself of happiness and freedom when you could do it right now and save yourself from further pain? But I do admire holding out hope and maybe if you do have a date and aren't prepared to do it at the current moment, maybe it's not the right choice.

 

[Kit1]

20 June. Will probably wake up on the 21st anyway.