Method Death by Lorry

[Xaphous]

It seems out of the question to obtain a gun for CTB, since I'm in UK. It's so fn annoying because it could be over so quickly with a bullet to the head. Every other option could result in vegetation, severe organ damage, extreme pain and discomfort and generally failing. My main choice is jumping in front of a lorry/truck. I don't see how I would survive that, and in my head it's more straightforward than hanging or overdose. My only worry would be causing harm to others in this act and the awful mess that would be left. Am I deluded in thinking this is a good viable option? my other choices SN or hanging. Which has the best success rate?

 

[LetMeDiePlease]

If you jump in front of a truck it is possible for the driver to respond in time if he or she has fast reflexes. If not, that person will be accused of murder and you basically ruined his or her life. Personally I have tried partial hanging and found it to be extremely difficult. Full suspension should be better if you find a good hanging spot. I never tried SN, but it could really screw your body over if you manage to live somehow with it.

 

[TAW122]

I would imagine that you would need to have your head take most of the impact from the truck/lorry to ensure death. Getting hit elsewhere would increase your chances of survival. It is similar to how people jump in front of trains I believe. For SN, I think you need to have knowledge of chemistry and knowing what to do to procure it, store it, and hide it. As far as hanging, I think most people seem to go for partial than full suspension, though I'm not an expert on hanging so I might be wrong.

 

[Amira]

I would say jumping in front of a lorry would traumitise the driver and it could lead to other accidents. You could survive and end up having to answer to everyone. Maybe the driver could end up injured to if they tried to reverse. I think if it would be successful then you will die knowing a stranger will forever feel tormented and end up blaming thenselves. Maybe the trauma could be so strong that they end up choosing to ctb or something else. You dont kniw the driver personally. What if they suffer from mental health?

 

[Amira]

It seems out of the question to obtain a gun for CTB, since I'm in UK. It's so fn annoying because it could be over so quickly with a bullet to the head. Every other option could result in vegetation, severe organ damage, extreme pain and discomfort and generally failing. My main choice is jumping in front of a lorry/truck. I don't see how I would survive that, and in my head it's more straightforward than hanging or overdose. My only worry would be causing harm to others in this act and the awful mess that would be left. Am I deluded in thinking this is a good viable option? my other choices SN or hanging. Which has the best success rate?

Partial hanging is very hard. I am yet to black out from it. Full suspension is something i dont know much about.

 

[worldexploder]

Personally I would choose SN. You need to make sure that you are not putting anyone else in danger when you CTB. You don't want to cause injuries to the driver or others in the process.

 

[Xaphous]

Thanks for responses. The last thing I want to do is cause harm or trauma to anyone else so I guess I'll think more on my choices. There is no easy method and survival instinct makes it a bitch. Wishing someone can just shoot me in the head quick and easy, I guess some are just lucky having access to that best method.

 

[starcrossedfate]

Yeah, please don't do this.

 

[Xaphous]

Personally I would choose SN. You need to make sure that you are not putting anyone else in danger when you CTB. You don't want to cause injuries to the driver or others in the process.

I haven't got done reading through the megathread on it my OCD lack of focus to read is so bad. If I know there is way to get antiemetic and the SN for me then it's in my options.

 

[worldexploder]

Thanks for responses. The last thing I want to do is cause harm or trauma to anyone else so I guess I'll think more on my choices. There is no easy method and survival instinct makes it a bitch. Wishing someone can just shoot me in the head quick and easy, I guess some are just lucky having access to that best method.

We know you don't wanna hurt anyone. All the peaceful methods are hard to obtain and it sucks. Since I'm on SSI and my aunts my payee (long story) I can't obtain a firearm, nitrogen, or Nembutal. I can't bring myself to hang and I'm still exploring the possibilities of SN. I don't have many options left. I'm probably just going to jump off the 876 foot New River Gorge Bridge.

Ever thought about Beachy Head? Not sure how close you live from there. It's a popular CTB spot in the UK. I'm assuming you're a Brit since you used the term Lorry.

 

[Xaphous]

Yeah, please don't do this.

In my head it was 90+ % success rate. If it was at night it would be best.

We know you don't wanna hurt anyone. All the peaceful methods are hard to obtain and it sucks. Since I'm on SSI and my aunts my payee (long story) I can't obtain a firearm, nitrogen, or Nembutal. I can't bring myself to hang and I'm still exploring the possibilities of SN. I don't have many options left. I'm probably just going to jump off the 876 foot New River Gorge Bridge.

Ever thought about Beachy Head? Not sure how close you live from there. It's a popular CTB spot in the UK. I'm assuming you're a Brit since you used the term Lorry.

Yes I've heard of the many jumpers at Beachy head, it's really far from me really but heights are damn scary to me. I feel increasingly pathetic when I see another teen has hung themselves like it's nothing

 

[worldexploder]

In my head it was 90+ % success rate. If it was at night it would be best.

Yes I've heard of the many jumpers at Beachy head, it's really far from me really but heights are damn scary to me. I feel increasingly pathetic when I see another teen has hung themselves like it's nothing

Im sorry. I'm afraid of heights too. I personally don't want to go out by jumping but its pretty much my only option unless I settle on SN.

 

[Amira]

Thanks for responses. The last thing I want to do is cause harm or trauma to anyone else so I guess I'll think more on my choices. There is no easy method and survival instinct makes it a bitch. Wishing someone can just shoot me in the head quick and easy, I guess some are just lucky having access to that best method.

I agree. I wish i could just hire a hit man to kill me. But even then the guilt of putting my blood on another persons hand is scary. If there was an isolated bridge or a cliff nearby i would do it in aheart beat.

 

[Amira]

Im sorry. I'm afraid of heights too. I personally don't want to go out by jumping but its pretty much my only option unless I settle on SN.

Have you tried full suspension?

 

[worldexploder]

I agree. I wish i could just hire a hit man to kill me. But even then the guilt of putting my blood on another persons hand is scary. If there was an isolated bridge or a cliff nearby i would do it in aheart beat.

I thought about hiring a hitman back in 2008 but I didn't have the money. Still don't. Also there would be a chance that the hitman was a sadistic psychopath who would end up torturing me first. What if the hitman would be an undercover cop? What a scenario that would be!

 

[Made4TV]

What if the hitman would be an undercover cop? What a scenario that would be!

Seriously - this is SO my luck - I've often thought this.

 

[worldexploder]

Have you tried full suspension?

No. But I tried partial. It was a painful experience. If I can't get myself to do partial then full suspension is out of the question for me. At least with an 876 foot drop death would be instant. No physical pain. Just sheer terror as I fall to my demise.

 

[worldexploder]

Seriously - this is SO my luck - I've often thought this.

I wonder if a scenario like that ever happened and what law enforcement would do about it.

 

[ron_g]

If you want to be "moral", you may choose not to kill yourself at all.
Suicide prevention activists don't seem to be concerned about the morality and negative consequences of their acts.
Why is it the suicidals, those who are hurting so much, who are being help accountable by others and by themselves to such a high standard?

 

[Ashton]

IT is hard buddy but I would not recommend death by lorry as you could cause a lot more damage to others.
Have you thought about Charcoal Method ? You need a disposal BBQ and a tent and away you go or as others have said Beachy Head.