DominusWreck
BloodRider666
- Aug 2, 2020
- 62
I wasn't socialised properly as a kid, didnt have a ton of friends, and I don't really enjoy company, unless these are people whom I've known for years, and the older I am the more severe it gets. Can't really imagine myself being happy in a crowd of more than 3 people. Certainly won't have any fun.
Anyway, I live alone in a foreign country and so I don't have anyone here to talk to. And so I talk to myself or to the imaginary characters that I created in my head. I did this as a kid, and this habit developed in the adulthood. In fact, these conversations in my head feel much better than most conversations I've ever had.
This daydreaming is intensifying the more time I spend alone, and now with coronavirus I suspect this is gonna be a very long period.
I feel like this daydreaming is what kept me sane as much as this term still applies to me.
Who else got it like that?
The daydreaming I mean? Do you feel that you daydream instead of doing something in real life?
And I also feel like the longer I spend alone the more difficult it will be for me to get back to somewhat that reslemebles normality when I get back to my home country.
PS: I live in Finland, a very lonely and boring place for natives too...
Anyway, I live alone in a foreign country and so I don't have anyone here to talk to. And so I talk to myself or to the imaginary characters that I created in my head. I did this as a kid, and this habit developed in the adulthood. In fact, these conversations in my head feel much better than most conversations I've ever had.
This daydreaming is intensifying the more time I spend alone, and now with coronavirus I suspect this is gonna be a very long period.
I feel like this daydreaming is what kept me sane as much as this term still applies to me.
Who else got it like that?
The daydreaming I mean? Do you feel that you daydream instead of doing something in real life?
And I also feel like the longer I spend alone the more difficult it will be for me to get back to somewhat that reslemebles normality when I get back to my home country.
PS: I live in Finland, a very lonely and boring place for natives too...