Venting Day In Day Out

[ExitTheDay]

So today was the first time I've been to work in a month (due to a lot of personal issues) and of course I had to wake up with an excruciating headache from hell, which I haven't had in quite a couple of days now which is weird because most of the time I'm suffering from it, all fucking day... as I sit here and type this on my phone I'm currently on the verge of vomiting because it's just that bad, I am out of marijuana which is literally the only thing that helps me when I have a migraine, going to the doctor doesn't help because I have tried everything, and I mean everything my doctor has recommended me, he prescribed me rizatriptan in the past but that doesn't even fucking work, I've been doing heaps of research on how to relieve migraines and apparently getting a spinal tap is a very effective option, even though I'm deathly afraid to get one I might just get it the fuck over with and see if it helps...maybe I'm just a bitch, I cannot deal with this pain anymore but feel like I'm finally getting my life back on track so I really don't want to CTB because I feel like I would be letting a lot of people down especially my brother, who would most likely kill himself too if he found out I did so I can't do that, sorry for the long post... i just really needed to get this out and I dont wanna bother my one and only friend who isn't on FB messenger right now so I dont wanna message her about this, thanks for listening

 

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So today was the first time I've been to work in a month (due to a lot of personal issues) and of course I had to wake up with an excruciating headache from hell, which I haven't had in quite a couple of days now which is weird because most of the time I'm suffering from it, all fucking day... as I sit here and type this on my phone I'm currently on the verge of vomiting because it's just that bad, I am out of marijuana which is literally the only thing that helps me when I have a migraine, going to the doctor doesn't help because I have tried everything, and I mean everything my doctor has recommended me, he prescribed me rizatriptan in the past but that doesn't even fucking work, I've been doing heaps of research on how to relieve migraines and apparently getting a spinal tap is a very effective option, even though I'm deathly afraid to get one I might just get it the fuck over with and see if it helps...maybe I'm just a bitch, I cannot deal with this pain anymore but feel like I'm finally getting my life back on track so I really don't want to CTB because I feel like I would be letting a lot of people down especially my brother, who would most likely kill himself too if he found out I did so I can't do that, sorry for the long post... i just really needed to get this out and I dont wanna bother my one and only friend who isn't on FB messenger right now so I dont wanna message her about this, thanks for listening

a relative got rid of migraines by changing what she eats...i think she kicked milk out of the menu.
anyways, good luck with life

 

[ExitTheDay]

a relative got rid of migraines by changing what she eats...i think she kicked milk out of the menu.
anyways, good luck with life

Thank you