Day 1

[Mixk009]

I'm starting my VSED plan. I will not eat food. I will only drink a small amount of water to take my hormones. Like a gulp or two. My spironolactone will basically cancel out the water I drink and I'll die faster. I hope anyway. I'll still brush my teeth.

I'll update daily since it only takes 7-10 days to die. I'm really scared, but I can't live anymore... I think I'm going to write a suicide note. I will link it towards my later posts.

 

[Mixk009]

I might OD on soy sauce in the last few days too.

 

[Sinbad]

Wow you chose, in my eyes, the hardest method to CTB.
It will take the willpower of hundreds to go through with it. No easy task.

I wish you strength for the next few days. And I hope you find the peace death promise.

 

[OkTotti]

Wow you chose, in my eyes, the hardest method to CTB.
It will take the willpower of hundreds to go through with it. No easy task.

I wish you strength for the next few days. And I hope you find the peace death promise.

yeah, i sure hope you really thought this thru... days 5-7 will be excruciating torturous....

 

[Mixk009]

Wow you chose, in my eyes, the hardest method to CTB.
It will take the willpower of hundreds to go through with it. No easy task.

I wish you strength for the next few days. And I hope you find the peace death promise.

It's not really a choice. I don't have anything else. And jumping is scary and I don't want others to see that.

Headaches are already kicking in. Spiro is a diuretic. I will dehydrate quite fast.

 

[Mixk009]

yeah, i sure hope you really thought this thru... days 5-7 will be excruciating torturous....

Actually I read only the first few days are rough and then it gets ok then bad then you go unconscious.

 

[Empty Smile]

Only problem with your plan, you have to drink water to take your hormones. Even if it's only a gulp or two a day, it will still keep you alive.

 

[NotWorthLiving]

That sounds hard. I certainly wouldn't be able to have that kind of control. Good luck though

 

[Mixk009]

Only problem with your plan, you have to drink water to take your hormones. Even if it's only a gulp or two a day, it will still keep you alive.

Maybe for a day or few. I'll probably stop near the end.

 

[Morpheus]

Maybe for a day or few. I'll probably stop near the end.

Get in touch with me.

 

[Sasha]

I'm starting my VSED plan. I will not eat food. I will only drink a small amount of water to take my hormones. Like a gulp or two. My spironolactone will basically cancel out the water I drink and I'll die faster. I hope anyway. I'll still brush my teeth.

I'll update daily since it only takes 7-10 days to die. I'm really scared, but I can't live anymore... I think I'm going to write a suicide note. I will link it towards my later posts.

@Sonnenblume tried this, she said it was really painful. I don't think you should put yourself through so much pain. Isn't their any peaceful way?

 

[GhostedToast]

i hope it's not too painful for you and you're able to go in peace. i wish you luck

 

[Xaphous]

I just saw a tomo-news youtube on a woman that OD on soy sauce, it made her braindead. Maybe skip that bit?

 

[Goldie]

Go for if if you can but you have high chance of failure.

Best to get N if you can.

 

[Stillnotsure]

If history has taught us anything, it is that the body can go an extraordinarily long time without food. Concentration camps, abusive parents, and kidnapping weirdos all pushing the limits and showing the body can last months without food. The key to life is water. If you are serious about this method, it is water you must cut out entirely. No sips, no cheating. Do activity to cause you to sweat profusely for as long as you can as often as you can. This method takes the most willpower for the longest amount of time. There are easier ways.....

 

[Morpheus]

I read that after 3 days, the body shuts down.

 

[Stillnotsure]

I read that after 3 days, the body shuts down.

If you were dehydrated in a high heat environment three days without water can kill you yes.... but just lying in bed without water would take markedly longer an a hell of a lot more willpower.

 

[Morpheus]

If you were dehydrated in a high heat environment three days without water can kill you yes.... but just lying in bed without water would take markedly longer an a hell of a lot more willpower.

Yes, unfortunately, I agree with you. I'm in such a state, though. I can only imagine if I'd done this already. Partial doesn't work for various reasons. I'm going crazy. Crazier. :(

 

[MsM3talGamer]

There are much quicker ways to CTB. This seems painful to me.

 

[Stillnotsure]

Yes, unfortunately, I agree with you. I'm in such a state, though. I can only imagine if I'd done this already. Partial doesn't work for various reasons. I'm going crazy. Crazier. :(

I'm sorry Morpheus... I suggest researching other ways.... charcoal may work for you... do a bit more research. I wish you peace and a calm mind.

 

[Morpheus]

I'm sorry Morpheus... I suggest researching other ways.... charcoal may work for you... do a bit more research. I wish you peace and a calm mind.

Thank you. I really appreciate your heart felt post here, as well as wishing me a call mind. Unfortunately, that eludes me. I'm touched though, do thanks . I'll be looking into it. My nerves are frayed.

 

[Stillnotsure]

Thank you. I really appreciate your heart felt post here, as well as wishing me a call mind. Unfortunately, that eludes me. I'm touched though, do thanks . I'll be looking into it. My nerves are frayed.

I'm there too like 50% of the time... the other 50% of the time I don't think about it at all. That's how I chose my name.

 

[Morpheus]

I'm there too like 50% of the time... the other 50% of the time I don't think about it at all. That's how I chose my name.

I understand. I took it to mean you're on the fence. Physically, I am already gone. My disability (psych) as well as new physical "challenges" have me spinning. What I have going for me is isolation and this (bad) option was "perfect" for just caving in. I need to get outta here but the urgency I feel is impeding my process, making me increasingly stupid. :( I wouldn't recognize any other feeling than desperation. Ugh.