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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
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The pain of wanting to ctb when I have a daughter is too much. She'll think I don't love her if I ctb. I have to ctb though, although that's proving harder to achieve than I thought. Why as humans do we have to have emotions.
 
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unHumam

unHumam

I <3 the cure
Feb 4, 2023
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May I ask why you have to ctb? Much love for you and your daughter, I wish you both happiness.
 
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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
568
I have too ctb as I got depression and anxiety and it's unbearable
 
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mondo9k

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Feb 5, 2023
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The pain of wanting to ctb when I have a daughter is too much. She'll think I don't love her if I ctb. I have to ctb though, although that's proving harder to achieve than I thought. Why as humans do we have to have emotions.
I have the same thing, my daughter and I were so close when I was raising her. She's the one hardest thing making me pause. I think I will write a letter to her, saying it's not her fault, and say how proud I am of her.
 
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unHumam

unHumam

I <3 the cure
Feb 4, 2023
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I have too ctb as I got depression and anxiety and it's unbearable
I understand how you feel. I hope you can find peace from your suffering, hopefully through recovery.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I think that with leaving others behind, all that anyone can do really is write some kind of letter to give them some kind of explanation so they won't be left with as many unanswered questions. That does sound like a difficult situation to be in, but anyway I wish you the best of luck.
 
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