UncertainA

UncertainA

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Jan 24, 2023
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Still alive, I sometimes look here for ideas but I'm not really good at talking on forums like this. Also tried hydroxyzine like an idiot cause it was lying around and wasn't able to move for the first while after I woke up lol. Anyways,
I'm dating this incredible guy long distance and I love him but I'm afraid I might hurt him. I want to have a future with him but I don't want a future at all and I know those are contradictory but I just want to stick it out for him. I know he's been hurt in the past and I'm trying my best to accommodate but sometimes I think he'd be healthier with someone else. I don't know. I just want the best for him.
I wish I could just tell him but I know that would just hurt him again and I don't want to leave him.
 
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