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Banshe

Banshe

She/her trans friend
Jun 28, 2022
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I have a date set (Tuesday July 5th) and I have everything I need (meto, sa). I won't wax poetic about why. I just feel nice finally being able to make up my mind on when. It feels reassuring having it written down somewhere.

I wish you all the best.

Edit: I also of course intend to hang signs warning of the potential dangers. I decided to go with SA due to it's reliability and lack of antidote. I don't want anyone to be able to reverse it.
 
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london3

london3

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May 5, 2022
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I wish you a peaceful journey
 
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Dead Meat

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I wish you the very best, on a comfortable pleasant journey and may you have everlasting peace and tranquility you beautiful soul. :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
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I wish you the best as well. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from your suffering.
 
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Seeking_Peace

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May 18, 2022
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The quantity needed is also tiny, 3 gms according to ppeh compared to the 20+ gms needed for SN.
 
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Banshe

Banshe

She/her trans friend
Jun 28, 2022
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The quantity needed is also tiny, 3 gms according to ppeh compared to the 20+ gms needed for SN.
Yeah but I plan on 12 to decrease time to LOC and to ensure absolute effectiveness. As it states 10 or more is absolute. I plan to hang the signs. Take meto 40 minutes prior. Then ingest. After I'll probably listen to somewhere over the rainbow on loop.

Also SA has no expiration as long as it's kept in stable and dry conditions.
 
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Seeking_Peace

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May 18, 2022
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Yeah but I plan on 12 to decrease time to LOC and to ensure absolute effectiveness. As it states 10 or more is absolute. I plan to hang the signs. Take meto 40 minutes prior. Then ingest. After I'll probably listen to somewhere over the rainbow on loop.

Also SA has no expiration as long as it's kept in stable and dry conditions.
That's a beautiful song ❤️
 
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veryhappyhuman

veryhappyhuman

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Aug 25, 2021
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The PPH says SA is like taking cyanide and SN together. I hope you find peace. I suppose you already know this, but please make absolutely sure there's no metal anywhere near (while you prep it as well as in case you puke). Wishing you the best!
 
Banshe

Banshe

She/her trans friend
Jun 28, 2022
53
The PPH says SA is like taking cyanide and SN together. I hope you find peace. I suppose you already know this, but please make absolutely sure there's no metal anywhere near (while you prep it as well as in case you puke). Wishing you the best!
Absolutely bystander safety is one of my biggest concerns. I specifically obtained supplies and have them sealed and have made sure none of the supplies have any residue or metal on or anywhere near to them.
 
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