TheSoulless
I'd like to fly but my wings have been so denied
- Jan 7, 2020
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I try and try to be a better person, but then an inconvenience, big or small, drives me to smoking again. I try to justify it by thinking that it's okay for me to smoke because the world is unfair for me, or listening to Alice in Chains because Layne Staley is one of my biggest idols and he was a drug addict as well. Stupid shit, stupid thinking. I don't even get withdrawals so it's hard to stay away. Or do I? I don't notice the difference since I'm always irritated, tired, yadda yadda yadda.