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Zanmato
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- Apr 4, 2024
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Stupid vent, no need to read.
I've been a Neet for so long.
Even so, I had a few work experiences.
Not so much, and for a long time (just months), and enjoyed very few.
I feel I can't handle work's pressure, as I couldn't handle school, so I kinda feel "safe" in this situation.
But I hate it.
It makes me feel so much useless.
I know I need to change it.
Now I've recevied a job offer, after... some time.
I knew it would arrived, I had anxiety because of it two days ago.
Probably I'm gonna accept it.
Maybe, I'm not really sure...
I should be glad, but I'm afraid I won't handle it (I would be close to public, people), and ending up leaving it.
Again.
And damn, I hate this situation.
I'm a useless loser, if this is life I'm definetly not good at it.
Why work to live, why?
Damn this life.
I've been a Neet for so long.
Even so, I had a few work experiences.
Not so much, and for a long time (just months), and enjoyed very few.
I feel I can't handle work's pressure, as I couldn't handle school, so I kinda feel "safe" in this situation.
But I hate it.
It makes me feel so much useless.
I know I need to change it.
Now I've recevied a job offer, after... some time.
I knew it would arrived, I had anxiety because of it two days ago.
Probably I'm gonna accept it.
Maybe, I'm not really sure...
I should be glad, but I'm afraid I won't handle it (I would be close to public, people), and ending up leaving it.
Again.
And damn, I hate this situation.
I'm a useless loser, if this is life I'm definetly not good at it.
Why work to live, why?
Damn this life.
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