Celerity
shape without form, shade without colour
- Jan 24, 2021
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Maybe I'm a bad person. Maybe I'm just numb to the horror of suicidal ideation at this point, but I'm starting to get a little thrill whenever I log in here.
I just go about my day and talk to people like I'm a normal fucking person with absolutely nothing stressful going on. Little do they know how much time I spend on this site or how often I casually fantasize about killing myself. Something about that just gets me. It's like I'm leading a double life.
I think this feeling will only sweeten as I get closer to the finish line.
I just go about my day and talk to people like I'm a normal fucking person with absolutely nothing stressful going on. Little do they know how much time I spend on this site or how often I casually fantasize about killing myself. Something about that just gets me. It's like I'm leading a double life.
I think this feeling will only sweeten as I get closer to the finish line.