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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
512
Hello everyone,

My only last remaining goal in life is to get a "peaceful, reliable and good" death.

I'm looking to CTB soon and considering my CTB options. One of the options for me is Cyanide that I've sourced already. I have a few questions regarding it -

1. What's your say on the "pain" factor of Cyanide? I read that it causes 'happy hypoxia' similar to Carbon Monoxide and makes you unconcious within 1 minute?

2. How can I verify the Cyanide powder to ensure that it gives me a "reliable" death and doesn't leave the job incomplete which could alleviate my suffering manifolds? Surviving the CTB attempt and suffering severe health problems is my greatest issue.

I bought a HCN gas detector and confirmed the powder produces HCN gas when I mix it in water. (Have a video that I can link). Does it confirm the salt that I have is Potassium Cyanide and will surely give me death?

How can I get the Quantofix Cyanide Test Strips (Link) that are discussed in the book Peaceful Pill handbook? They are not available in my country.

Does this local kit (Link) will also do the job? Cause on testing using this kit, the strip turned pink and not purple as indicated in the test.

3. Can I survive cyanide once I verify its authenticity?

Note: Please don't add confusing opinions. Only answer the questions you're sure of.
 
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exhaustedanonymous

exhaustedanonymous

everything that lives is gone to waste
Nov 14, 2022
136
1) I've heard it's like suffocating to death, but if it's completely right you'll be dead within a minute or two. It's safe to assume it would be uncomfortable and probably medium painful, but it doesn't last long at all, so..?

3) You cannot survive proper cyanide. You wouldn't get the chance too.
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
I've read before the experience felt like your insides are burning. But since you'll only feel it for up to 5 minutes before passing away, still a far better choice than some other substances people keep asking about like paracetamol or diphenhydramine overdose.
 

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