Is there such a thing as a Cyanide Pill how easy if just one pill done peace I have to sort this out I cant live this way deafening tinnitus hyperacusis and anxiety so bad ive lost all my hair cant believe this has happened I was so well happy healthy calm living a lovely life 3 years deafening noise in both ear cant eat or rest or sleep my health is worrying from being fit as a lop ive lost 2 stone thought this much anxiety alone would have killed me wish it would stop and let me live get on with life I had such hopes dreams and plans survived cancer a back op and much more this isn't fair been good person all my life happy calm soul please someone make it stop I cant go on like this I hated noise but this is too much it wasn't anything like this at the start I coped it was loud but not deafening jet plane roaring hammering drilling hissing what did I do for this I looked after my ears so well hearing was great lived well clean healthy cant get over this is my fate I want to live but cant like this want to go and terrified and in the mean time im stuck being more ill and more destroyed by the day can any help me anyone got tinnitus and anything that has helped im in a terrible way need to sleep I needed so much sleep cant believe such a dementing condition exists its not easy to go I use to think suicide was easy way out its not it takes nerves of steel I just want quiet peace and calm wish I could get a miracle it just stop even then id take some getting well now wish id kept myself healthy at least im so very tired any thoughts can anyone help me when I think how I was busy so many interests all good thought I had a good 20 years ahead of me well thought id had all my medical conditions and some just not fair ive had more pain and operations than most people in one life time but always got well even only unwell for 9 months with cancer when they only gave me 2 months to live and that was 40 years ago this is too much suffering sorry for long post very desperate feel very ill
autumnal
Enlightened
- Feb 4, 2020
- 1,950
No, unfortunately there isn't a mainstream cyanide pill.
Would suggest you read the Resource Compilation to find a method that might suit you. The closest thing to a cyanide pill would be using Sodium Cyanide, however this is not easy to obtain. You may find something like SN to be more accessible and more peaceful. Both methods are covered in the Lethal Organic Salts chapter of the PPH.
Would suggest you read the Resource Compilation to find a method that might suit you. The closest thing to a cyanide pill would be using Sodium Cyanide, however this is not easy to obtain. You may find something like SN to be more accessible and more peaceful. Both methods are covered in the Lethal Organic Salts chapter of the PPH.
Thank you I never in my wildest dreams could have seen anything like this happening to me and needing to end my own life I just keep hoping for a miracle and this stops or lets up but 3 years never even down I cant see it stopping now its an horrific condition no one should endure its dementing torture day after day how I could have coped with anything but this just want my lovely life back cant get over tinnitus exists like this to destroy someone in every way that they cant even function x
i do not want to sound semplicistic, but do you have some seeds? many pits contain it. you may search on internet for information and kernels are easly reachable
Yeah if you have the ability to acquire and pit and pulverize 6-9000 Kernels and then ingest them
the research is on SS. Just use the search bar
Thank you I cant stand up so weak let alone find them but thank you x
