I would like a cyanide pill. It's fast, it's pretty certain. I want out. I don't know where to get one - I will look on the darknet sometime. Is there a way to test if it is cyanide? You can also make your own from fruit seeds - there are videos online I think.
There is an antidote to cyanide - so you don't want to be near medical assistance when you use it: '
Antidote
The United States standard cyanide
antidote kit first uses a small inhaled dose of
amyl nitrite, followed by intravenous
sodium nitrite, followed by intravenous
sodium thiosulfate.
[24] Hydroxocobalamin is newly approved in the US and is available in Cyanokit antidote kits.
[25] Sulfanegen TEA, which could be delivered to the body through an intra-muscular (IM) injection, detoxifies cyanide and converts the cyanide into
thiocyanate, a less toxic substance.
[26] Alternative methods of treating cyanide intoxication are used in other countries.