English_Rose
Luna-Nera
- Feb 11, 2019
- 137
Today I only made 5 small cuts with a razor just so I can feel a little sting and blood gently flow down my arm! just small one's today...
Even though afterwards, the cuts sting! or hurt, I enjoy the feeling, I enjoy the way it hurts! It's odd, but it feels like I'm in control when I'm doing it...
It's my release from my Bipolar warped mind, then I go back to being a "normal mam & wife" with nobody knowing my little secret...
Pain can sometimes feel good.
How strange is that :D
Even though afterwards, the cuts sting! or hurt, I enjoy the feeling, I enjoy the way it hurts! It's odd, but it feels like I'm in control when I'm doing it...
It's my release from my Bipolar warped mind, then I go back to being a "normal mam & wife" with nobody knowing my little secret...
Pain can sometimes feel good.
How strange is that :D