Venting Cutting my eyes out

[Capsaicin78]

Everytime I see a happy person smiling, I want to shred myself into a million pieces. I want to cut my eyes out so I never have to witness happiness again.

Why do I have to pay for the mistakes my parents did.

Why. This world is hell.

 

[FuneralCry]

Happiness doesn't even exist to me. I don't understand how anyone could be content with living in a world where anybody could end up in the worst pain possible. I agree that this world is hell which is why I envy dead people and believe that it's better to never exist at all.

 

[Cinno]

When I see happy people. I always think to myself how?

 

[Mofreeko]

It's hard seeing people that seem to effortlessly fit into the world and be accepted when it's all but impossible for people like us.

 

[Install-Gentoo]

Um... Don't do that, please?

 

[Hollowman]

Yeah it's really hard to see happy smiling people, I use to be one of them.

 

[Ginnn]

I still can laugh and be happy when I see good people being themselves. I know the world is a giant piece of shit and I'm constantly feeling stressed and depressed, but I have a lot of empathy with the ones suffering. I'm a genetic failure too and I don't want anyone to feel like I do