Cursed to be unlovable

[kosmischerunfall]

When you're such a negative piece of crap everybody leaves you and you know it won't change when you're in a new relationship, the fear of never being good enough and hurting them is sooo big that you end up doing exactly this.

Nobody will ever understand or love depressed people, besides us.

I really hate myself and wish to cease to exist, i know i don't deserve love but it is so cruel that my brain/ biology needs it.

No one ever wants to listen to me and my negative thoughts, i know they are bullshit, but I need reassurance, but nobody has time to deal with that.

I just waste everybody's time, I don't want it to happen ever again.

Best Wishes
Useless~

 

[womanactually]

Girl! This feels so true for me too haha

 

[friendo25]

When you're such a negative piece of crap everybody leaves you and you know it won't change when you're in a new relationship, the fear of never being good enough and hurting them is sooo big that you end up doing exactly this.

Nobody will ever understand or love depressed people, besides us.

I really hate myself and wish to cease to exist, i know i don't deserve love but it is so cruel that my brain/ biology needs it.

No one ever wants to listen to me and my negative thoughts, i know they are bullshit, but I need reassurance, but nobody has time to deal with that.

I just waste everybody's time, I don't want it to happen ever again.

Best Wishes
Useless~

Why not date someone with similar issues if possible?

 

[Lions303]

Im really sorry <3 Its hard and can relate. I say everyone Ive ever loved has either died or left me. Id argue you do deserve and are worthy of love, I think we all need it in some way or another

 

[citrix_s]

The problem is not you, the problem is others, you can't trust anyone anymore

 

[WEIRDOOOXDDDD]

Sadly people now mostly like ''perfect'' people and were just broken in their minds. i can sadly relate . Love <3

 

[returner]

Could not relate to something more, even when I've met people like minded and give them so much they just end up becoming confident and wanting something else, just feel used up completely