Help CTB with Opioids + Benzos + More

[Jacquelyn]

I have access to a large amount of GHB, benzodiazepines, alcohol, and opioids. As well as other substances.

How peaceful is this method? I don't know what order to do it in. Maybe have a few drinks, then take the benzos (probably in a liquid solution, equal to 100mg Xanax). After that just take the opioids. Before the opioids kick in (opioids cause nausea), I can take the GHB, which kicks in really fast.

Any advice? All my friends know I'm planning to CTB so buying a gun is probably no longer an option.

Maybe I should take an antiemetic and some anti-nausea medication just in case. I can also add in a large dose of a dissociative. It'll make death more likely and I won't be able to feel my body. I'll be in another realm, completely numb before I die.

 

[toforigivelife]

I have access to a large amount of GHB, benzodiazepines, alcohol, and opioids. As well as other substances.

How peaceful is this method? I don't know what order to do it in. Maybe have a few drinks, then take the benzos (probably in a liquid solution, equal to 100mg Xanax). After that just take the opioids. Before the opioids kick in (opioids cause nausea), I can take the GHB, which kicks in really fast.

Any advice? All my friends know I'm planning to CTB so buying a gun is probably no longer an option.

Maybe I should take an antiemetic and some anti-nausea medication just in case. I can also add in a large dose of a dissociative. It'll make death more likely and I won't be able to feel my body. I'll be in another realm, completely numb before I die.

Taking Dramamine or another anti-nausea medicine on an empty stomach an hour before you take anything else is the first step.

A huge mix of both opiates and benzodiazipines washed down with a good amount of alcohol - either wine or vodka would be a good choice - placing a plastic bag over your head and having 24 hours of privacy would more than likely do the trick.

If you really do have these drugs at your disposal then you do have a recipe for a successfully fatal overdose.

I hope that you've given your decision a lot of thought. There's a saying that suicides are often years in the planning. I hope this is not an impulsive thing.

If you have any doubts please find someone who can offer you support during this time or reach out for help.

I'm sorry that it has come to this for you.

I wish you peace, love, healing and blessings, regardless of what decision you make as long as you truly feel as though it's the best decision for you.

Peace and healing my friend.

 

[whenlavaflows]

Hi there,
I had attempted to CTB in February by overdosing on xanax & fentanyl and i'm still alive, although I was very near death.
What I can recommend based on my experience is to make sure you won't be found for quite a while after consuming those substances. I mean 12+ hours or more.
I hope you are able to find peace.
The advice the above poster has given is spot on.