ok so i bought a 22 but i did some research and apparently 22's might not kill you're because the bullet are small and my dumbass bought it out of impulse and now i'm scared to shoot mussels and survive it.
thats literally my biggest fear. does anyone know anyone that has died from a 22 or anything that can make me feel more confident
i know that sounds kinda insensitive, but i just need some hope
don't do it, this is too risky
this is what could happen: someone hears the shot and calls the police, they find you with a bullet wound to your head and a heartbeat
they take you into emergency surgery
the doctors are trained to try to save you, even if your quality of life will be hell. they do not care about quality of life and follow their professional requirements
they somehow save you, but you have extensive brain damage, can't speak, and have problems moving AND can't end your own life anymore. They move you to a facility for people to help take care of you and you are always monitored and unable to die and you are miserable, suffering, tortured without any way to end it for decades
THIS COULD HAPPEN, THIS IS RISKY, IT'S NOT WORTH IT
I've read posts from people long ago who have messed up attempts and end up in situations like that. At least find out what other people on this forum say, just be careful. People can survive small caliber wounds to the head, it happens. Don't do this impulsively, get feedback from others on how to proceed
I would be really scared to just be relying on this because if it doesn't work it could be so much worse
Sorry
It's possible I could be wrong about some of this information, but really, you should wait to get feedback from people on this forum before doing this. I am almost certain that it's a really bad idea, botched suicide attempts are a scary and horrifying thing and you don't want to be the person who fails in that situation. i would not do it right now and i would be very nervous about that method, 22? it's not large at all. i would not impulsively decide anything now until getting feedback from others who know more about this, seems really bad