FireFox

FireFox

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Apr 8, 2020
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I plan on buying loads of ntyol pills which are legal sleeping pills that be bought in the UK in the pharmarchy without a prescrptipon

I will overdose on them .

Ntyol contains dipenhydramine

How dangerous is dipenhydramine when overdosed?
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/277047/?q=Diphenhydramine&o=relevance
 
Sensei

Sensei

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Nov 4, 2019
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You might experience something like this: Dipenhydramine trip report. Horrifying hallucinations of scorpions seem to be quite common, judging from the trip reports I've read. If you actually manage to die, your last hours in life will probably not be fun.
 
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Soul

Soul

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Apr 12, 2019
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Things we can buy otc are not generally things people can kill themselves with - that's why they're unrestricted.
 
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FireFox

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You might experience something like this: Dipenhydramine trip report. Horrifying hallucinations of scorpions seem to be quite common, judging from the trip reports I've read. If you actually manage to die, your last hours in life will probably not be fun.
Sleeping pills just seem so simple
 
Mistake of Nature

Mistake of Nature

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Mar 30, 2020
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Please do not do this. I once took around 30 Benadryl pills and it was a horrific experience. I had terrifying hallucinations (people's faces melting off, spiders crawling everywhere, inanimate objects speaking to me, hearing random voices, etc.) and for nearly a month afterwards, I had problems with memory and had a weird brain fog. I legitimately feared that I had caused irreversible damage to myself.
 
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ThisIsIt

ThisIsIt

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I wouldn't suggest using dipenhydramine. The amount of dipenhydramine you'd have to consume is ridiculous (40mg/kg). Assuming that you could even stomach that much dipenhydramine without throwing up, death isn't even remotely guaranteed; you'll probably survive the entire experience unless you have a pre-existing heart condition.

In the event of an overdose, death is caused by cardiac arrest, and you'll probably be conscious the entire time. So this would be an incredibly painful experience. Additionally, at high doses, dipenhydramine acts more like a dissociative and less like a sedative, causing terrifying hallucinations as a few users have already pointed out.

There are much safer and less painful methods out there.
 
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I hate being me . I wish i could stop existing and be someone else . I hate my body, i hate my mind.

Everyday i wish i was her it so unbearable . The girl I went to secondary school with. She is still with the guy i always wanted and she has a career(recrutiment consultant).

I want her life as she has everthing all together.

I want him to love me. I wanted to be his girlfriend. I want her life and it kills me..


I feel like a stupid little girl in a world full of adults. Being a virgin does not help either. Relationships make you mature

I am so jealous of people who had to grew up fast becauee emotionally they are so much stable because of the forced maturity
I had enough of life and everthing being a mess.
 
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HI, I'm actually a paramedic, I can speak first hand that it's not what you think. Instead of having that sleeping feeling, a lot of people, children especially, experience hyperactivity and, in some cases (only one for me, and it was an adult), hallucinations.
In terms of deaths, it's like taking a whole shit ton of Advil, it's going to slowly and painfully shut your liver down. Plus, they can pump your stomach and you'll probably have to go on dialysis if your liver survives.

TL;DR: Don't.
There are much safer and less painful methods out there.
pretty much
I feel like a stupid little girl in a world full of adults. Being a virgin does not help either. Relationships make you mature

I am so jealous of people who had to grew up fast becauee emotionally they are so much stable because of the forced maturity
I had enough of life and everthing being a mess.
People aren't worth the trouble honestly. Growing up is overrated. Fuck being an adult. Being mature and being emotionally stable dont make you a better person, they make you lame. It's a sham my friend. Life out of school is better.
 
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134340

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Aug 23, 2019
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I took an OD of diphenhydramine once (not to ctb, just to sleep for a long while) and became so hyperactive that I was awake for almost 72 hours straight, with a few very brief naps. I can't really explain how it feels. Kind of like I had so much energy that I was going to implode. Time was just slipping by me. I felt wild? In a sense lmao. It was almost like a minor manic episode for me. I also had hallucinations, mostly of bugs but I also saw a lot of shadowy figures slithering around. I didn't have any ill effects afterward but yeah, it might not make you tired at all, which seems like the opposite effect you want. I know it seems easy because it's accessible, but it's not really a viable option, unfortunately.
 
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FireFox

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HI, I'm actually a paramedic, I can speak first hand that it's not what you think. Instead of having that sleeping feeling, a lot of people, children especially, experience hyperactivity and, in some cases (only one for me, and it was an adult), hallucinations.
In terms of deaths, it's like taking a whole shit ton of Advil, it's going to slowly and painfully shut your liver down. Plus, they can pump your stomach and you'll probably have to go on dialysis if your liver survives.

TL;DR: Don't.

pretty much

People aren't worth the trouble honestly. Growing up is overrated. Fuck being an adult. Being mature and being emotionally stable dont make you a better person, they make you lame. It's a sham my friend. Life out of school is better.
Life out of school feels so confusing .
I been in the school system since i was 3 now that I am longer in education i just cant cope.
Dont even know how to move on .
I graduated from university and I feel apart
 
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Spiders I believe. Lots of spiders. Hallucinations.
 
Soul

Soul

gate gate paragate parasamgate bodhi svaha
Apr 12, 2019
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Life out of school feels so confusing .
I been in the school system since i was 3 now that I am longer in education i just cant cope.
Dont even know how to move on .
I graduated from university and I feel apart

Can you go back to school? Get an advanced degree and then teach? Or start your studies again in a new field? Become a university teacher is an excellent way to remain a (poor) student for the rest of your life.

I hope things go well for you.
 
EveryBreathIsWar

EveryBreathIsWar

My body wants to live but my mind wants to die..
Dec 27, 2019
16
Please do not do this. I once took around 30 Benadryl pills and it was a horrific experience. I had terrifying hallucinations (people's faces melting off, spiders crawling everywhere, inanimate objects speaking to me, hearing random voices, etc.) and for nearly a month afterwards, I had problems with memory and had a weird brain fog. I legitimately feared that I had caused irreversible damage to myself.
Relatable, I once only took 400mg of DPH and I felt so heavy I couldn't move at all. Thought I was about to take a bite from an apple that turned out to be a glass, kept rolling a fag which felt very surreal up to the point I lit it and went to take a toke from it then it would dissappear and I'd go mad looking for it on the floor think I've caused a fire, hearing voices and everyone I saw looked so much like cartoon characters. The hallucinations are very surreal which make you go mad because your for sure with no doubt what you hallucinate is real. By the time the paramedics turned up which is from then on I've never been able to remember anything from that point on but told by my family that I was accusing them of stealing my bakki but then I went unconscious for 5hrs and woke up still rolling and smoking imaginary ciggerettes in my hospital bed they'd dissappear then I'd go crazy thinking there's a fire and and desperately try looking for the ciggerette around me. I was hallucinating for over 12hrs straight and it felt never ending and I actually just wanted to stab myself in the neck to end the trip it was that unbearable.. The doctor came to me and said I was psychotic and was showing a fully blown schizophrenic state. Walking felt like another person laying down on your feet and trying to lift your own up to walk. Brain fog lasted for years after. I'd really reconsider if anyone is actually considering this, I don't and never have been an easy one to scare but the trip was so sketchy that I was just going to top myself to end the trip because I couldnt take it anymore. Please reconsider this. All the best, EBIW.
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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This post may have some helpful info :
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/taking-diphenhydramine-sleeping-tablets.34016/post-640492
 

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