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whytry
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- Jan 8, 2023
- 16
I'm going to attempt the night night method a second time tonight. First time I believe I didn't apply enough pressure or applied to wrong spot. I don't want to wait for better option. I don't want to keep trying to "fake" my way through another day of this hell on earth. My research on this method has yielded varying results. Seems straightforward enough. Brain should shut down after oxygen is cut off. Im slightly terrified ill fail and end up brain dead. I have ranger rolled t-shirts and picking up a ratchet strap today. Also got some insulation tubing and duct tape in case that doesn't work. I don't want to wait to get bean bags delivered. What else can I do to ensure ctb? Od? Sleeping pills? Alcohol? Do I leave a note? I've written at least a dozen of these and they I think they are all crap.....wish I was more poetic. But eh w/e. How do I make sure no one finds this site? I don't really care if ppl know I ctb. It's not ideal but I don't see any other option. Thought about other methods but again i dont want to wait. Hanging isnt an option i panic everytime i try. Hence brain hypoxia over suffocation. But yeah any other advise on ensuring success with this method is appreciated.