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CursedReality88

CursedReality88

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May 23, 2023
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Lucky to get my hands on the holy grail N. I'm still here at Mexico since I still have time left with my hotel. I'm thinking a few more days to a week max before I ctb.

What are your thoughts on ctb together? Meeting people isn't something I'd normally do being a introvert but eh I'm riding the express bus anyway. Looking to talk to people more too, so dm me if anyone wants to talk about anything!
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
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Christ youre lucky to have N
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
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Oh that's everyone's dream, I'm so jealous.

I wish you the best with completing ctb successfully.
 
emptyheart

emptyheart

Member
Jun 7, 2023
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I'm looking into a similar plan in the near future. It seems to be the very best option, it just takes a lot of commitment. Happy for you.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,862
I think that suicide partners are a terrible idea as you cannot trust other people, I just think it's better to die alone.
But you are so fortunate having the option of Nembutal, it certainly sounds like the best method to me, I wish you the best with your plans.
 
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wanttogetonthebus

wanttogetonthebus

chronically unlucky
Nov 27, 2021
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I think that suicide partners are a terrible idea as you cannot trust other people, I just think it's better to die alone.
But you are so fortunate having the option of Nembutal, it certainly sounds like the best method to me, I wish you the best with your plans.
I've thought about partnerships once before too and eventually realized that it introduces additional planning and complications into the CTB equation and will ultimately only increase your risks of failure (aka being found if the other person cops out or panics), so I think you're right. When the time arrives, my number one priority will be ensuring the absolute lethality of my actions and that they will not fail. Everything else is secondary including my own comfort. For this reason, privacy is not optional in my case - it's paramount. If your attempt ends in failure depending on the severity of your injuries and how incapacitated you become, you may never get another opportunity to make an attempt or be entirely incapable of doing so meaning you'll potentially have to live out the remainder of your natural lifespan in whatever further degraded state your actions have condemned yourself into.
 
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