CTB this weekend

[Lost_my_soul]

I think, I just have 3 days then I will leave this shitty place.I'm not able to fight anymore , no matter how much I try. I will book a hotel and hang myself, I hope it won't hurt as much as its hurting now.I'm useless as a person, its just a waste of time and space, I died long back when my dad passes away ,my ex broke up with me cause I'm not competent enough.I don't blame her, she wanted comfort and a good life which I would never be able to give her. I have been here physically, but my mind is fucked.People say I'm too young to even consider this, but there words have no impact on me,I have been suffering from long , I would prefer to end this so called existence.

 

[avaruus]

I'm sorry that life has treated you harshly, try your best to enjoy your last couple of days. :)

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find freedom from your suffering, best of luck with your plans.

 

[dmdmdm]

Whatever you do I hope you find peace. If you want to chat or still have some doubts about it, I'll be there for you. I'm also very young and thinking a lot about CTB.

 

[Kempel556]

Hope you can finally be at ease and find peace , best of luck

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes in your situation, whatever your final decisiin.