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howunfortunateforme
Experienced
- Oct 2, 2024
- 219
It's going to be my time soon. As soon as my sun arrives. I have everything else. The physical pain from dystonia, Td, , insomnia, eyes burning, light sensitivity sound sensitivity, unable to go anywhere unable to sleep or nap. Unable to enjoy the little things has taken its toll. I did not want to be in this situation. I failed in February so I can't fail again. My plan is to fast 8 hours All I can do family watches food intake,
8:00 stop liquids
9:00 Tylenol 1000
9:20 meto times 3
9:40 benzos mix solution
10:00 drink sn
My spouse may hear vommiting but I vommit gag daily anyway so he's used to it.
How does this sound? Appreciate all of you and don't want to be leaving but am left no choice with all of my physical ailments plus mental psych med damage. It's sad bc it wasn't supposed to be tbis way I have a beautiful family and home. I wish this wasn't the ending but I have no choice. Any input for plan or benzos is greatly appreciated the suffering needs to end.
8:00 stop liquids
9:00 Tylenol 1000
9:20 meto times 3
9:40 benzos mix solution
10:00 drink sn
My spouse may hear vommiting but I vommit gag daily anyway so he's used to it.
How does this sound? Appreciate all of you and don't want to be leaving but am left no choice with all of my physical ailments plus mental psych med damage. It's sad bc it wasn't supposed to be tbis way I have a beautiful family and home. I wish this wasn't the ending but I have no choice. Any input for plan or benzos is greatly appreciated the suffering needs to end.
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