Venting Ctb soon

[droppedmysyrup]

I can't continue the cycle of pain I live in. I've decided I'm gonna do suicide by cop I feel bad for the police who have to shoot me but I cannot continue this cycle.
sorry not sorry.

 

[depressia]

через месяц-два надеюсь тоже сесть в автобус

 

[droppedmysyrup]

через месяц-два надеюсь тоже сесть в автобус

I hope you find your peace and are sure you want to do so good luck ! <3

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you suffer, existence really is too cruel, I certainly understand that it's so dreadful suffering in this painful existence.

 

[Worndown]

I feel bad that you have no other way to ctb. This is grossly unfair to the cop and anyone that gets to witness it. No bridges, rivers or ropes in your area?
Better hope they don't just tase your ass. I heard that is terribly uncomfortable.
If they are good, they can shoot you in the leg. That feels great too.

 

[Agon321]

I don't think you should do it. In my opinion, the risk is too high.

If you want to be killed by a police officer, then you have to do something very illegal.
I don't know in which country you live
(I guess USA), but in my country, the use of firearms by police officers is not the default choice.
At first, the police choose less lethal ways to stop the aggressor.

But even if the police use firearms, it does not automatically mean that you will die.
There is a chance that you will survive and end up in the hospital.
You will also have to deal with the legal consequences.

I don't think that's what you want.
Of course, you will do what you think, but in my opinion you should seriously think about it again.

 

[Themogger]

Not fullproof

 

[droppedmysyrup]

I feel bad that you have no other way to ctb. This is grossly unfair to the cop and anyone that gets to witness it. No bridges, rivers or ropes in your area?
Better hope they don't just tase your ass. I heard that is terribly uncomfortable.
If they are good, they can shoot you in the leg. That feels great too.

you're right I shouldn't be so selfish I'll find something else.

I don't think you should do it. In my opinion, the risk is too high.

If you want to be killed by a police officer, then you have to do something very illegal.
I don't know in which country you live
(I guess USA), but in my country, the use of firearms by police officers is not the default choice.
At first, the police choose less lethal ways to stop the aggressor.

But even if the police use firearms, it does not automatically mean that you will die.
There is a chance that you will survive and end up in the hospital.
You will also have to deal with the legal consequences.

I don't think that's what you want.
Of course, you will do what you think, but in my opinion you should seriously think about it again.

I truthfully think that I would die, I've seen enough videos of people raising fake firearms at officers and that does the trick or to run at them with some type of blade but, the reply that @Worndown gave has made me realize I don't wanna be responsible for the guilt of the poor officer to have to do so or for their family to suffer because of my
Actions. It's mostly delusion when i tel myself it's a guaranteed way to go out since there is plenty of people shot by police who survive.
I'm not near any rivers I know one bridge though now that you mention and it's about 60 foot drop. I think
That'll do the trick

 

[Aprilfarewell4]

I can't continue the cycle of pain I live in. I've decided I'm gonna do suicide by cop I feel bad for the police who have to shoot me but I cannot continue this cycle.
sorry not sorry.

My neighbor did this. He was suffering horribly since birth, he was dead for several minutes when he was born. The brain damage never recovered. He was 27, and he couldn't take it anymore, it's very effective.

 

[findingquiet]

you're right I shouldn't be so selfish I'll find something else.

I truthfully think that I would die, I've seen enough videos of people raising fake firearms at officers and that does the trick or to run at them with some type of blade but, the reply that @Worndown gave has made me realize I don't wanna be responsible for the guilt of the poor officer to have to do so or for their family to suffer because of my
Actions. It's mostly delusion when i tel myself it's a guaranteed way to go out since there is plenty of people shot by police who survive.
I'm not near any rivers I know one bridge though now that you mention and it's about 60 foot drop. I think
That'll do the trick

It's super gonna depend on what country you're in, as far as how trigger-happy they are.

 

[droppedmysyrup]

It's super gonna depend on what country you're in, as far as how trigger-happy they are.

us of a

 

[sugarb]

I can't continue the cycle of pain I live in. I've decided I'm gonna do suicide by cop I feel bad for the police who have to shoot me but I cannot continue this cycle.
sorry not sorry.

This is a really bad idea.

- Depending on where you are police departments have changed a lot since BLM and etc, both in training and equipment. Not to mention some officers are less trigger happy than others. There's a good chance you might just get tased or tackled or something.
- Depending on your overall appearance (race/tattoos/how you act/gender/physicality) and how it relates to the police force in your area you may have even worse chances. Ex: I highly doubt a cop in a small town would even point a gun at a petite teenage white girl with a butcher knife, let alone actually fire.
- You're probably underestimating the will it takes to point a weapon at a cop.
- It's scary and violent.

Suicide by cop - PubMed

Suicide by cop is an actual form of suicide. The most appropriate term for this phenomenon is law enforcement-forced-assisted suicide. Law enforcement agencies may be able to develop strategies for early recognition and handling of law enforcement-forced-assisted suicide (suicide by cop). Health...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

The statistics:

"Ages of suicidal individuals ranged from 18 to 54 years; 98% were male. Forty-eight percent of weapons possessed by suicidal individuals were firearms, 17% replica firearms."

"Thirty-nine percent of cases involved domestic violence. Fifty-four percent of suicidal individuals sustained fatal gunshot wounds."

So it's essentially a coin flip.

Not to mention the potential collateral.

 

[Minsu]

If I may ask.. what illegal are you planning to do for triggering them to shoot you?

 

[droppedmysyrup]

This is a really bad idea.

- Depending on where you are police departments have changed a lot since BLM and etc, both in training and equipment. Not to mention some officers are less trigger happy than others. There's a good chance you might just get tased or tackled or something.
- Depending on your overall appearance (race/tattoos/how you act/gender/physicality) and how it relates to the police force in your area you may have even worse chances. Ex: I highly doubt a cop in a small town would even point a gun at a petite teenage white girl with a butcher knife, let alone actually fire.
- You're probably underestimating the will it takes to point a weapon at a cop.
- It's scary and violent.

Suicide by cop - PubMed

Suicide by cop is an actual form of suicide. The most appropriate term for this phenomenon is law enforcement-forced-assisted suicide. Law enforcement agencies may be able to develop strategies for early recognition and handling of law enforcement-forced-assisted suicide (suicide by cop). Health...

pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov

The statistics:

"Ages of suicidal individuals ranged from 18 to 54 years; 98% were male. Forty-eight percent of weapons possessed by suicidal individuals were firearms, 17% replica firearms."

"Thirty-nine percent of cases involved domestic violence. Fifty-four percent of suicidal individuals sustained fatal gunshot wounds."

So it's essentially a coin flip.

Not to mention the potential collateral.

what kind of potential collateral you talking about , you're so right but when you boil it to a coin flip I'm a gambling person that sounds appealing in some weird way to me but you're right . I don't know if I could muster the courage to point a weapon at someone I supposed if I was drunk I could. But I know I'm a really big pussy with stuff like this
I guess this isn't the method to ctb
I found a bridge kinda far from my home there's no way for me t walk and I don't want anybody knowing I'd get there so I have to find a way, I believe the drop is about 50-60 feet maybe 40 at the lowest but I can climb to the top and add a good 10 13 feet probably.

If I may ask.. what illegal are you planning to do for triggering them to shoot you?

no worries, I was thinking of buying a replica firearm and making a false call I had killed my family whilst alone acting as if I'm a victim of the attacker and when the police arrive I'd be the attacker.

 

[sos]

yea i wouldn't pull off the method where you'll try to get a police officer to shoot you

mostly bc of what will happen if u fail

but you're considering other methods so that's good

one bridge away from being in heaven today

 

[droppedmysyrup]

yea i wouldn't pull off the method where you'll try to get a police officer to shoot you

mostly bc of what will happen if u fail

but you're considering other methods so that's good

one bridge away from being in heaven today

appreciate the gesture I'm really confused on the idea of an afterlife , im
Unsure if anything happens at all when I die .
it's ok Im stuck between believing in god and heaven and maybe some
Form
Of
Reincarnation? I believe the energy inside of us doesn't die but I don't know where it goes if it goes anywhere

 

[Minsu]

what kind of potential collateral you talking about , you're so right but when you boil it to a coin flip I'm a gambling person that sounds appealing in some weird way to me but you're right . I don't know if I could muster the courage to point a weapon at someone I supposed if I was drunk I could. But I know I'm a really big pussy with stuff like this
I guess this isn't the method to ctb
I found a bridge kinda far from my home there's no way for me t walk and I don't want anybody knowing I'd get there so I have to find a way, I believe the drop is about 50-60 feet maybe 40 at the lowest but I can climb to the top and add a good 10 13 feet probably.

no worries, I was thinking of buying a replica firearm and making a false call I had killed my family whilst alone acting as if I'm a victim of the attacker and when the police arrive I'd be the attacker.

Oh but if you fail, you might end up crippled and/or in prison for many years..
If I was American I would just buy a shotgun , I've heard it's pretty easy to do so there?

 

[droppedmysyrup]

Oh but if you fail, you might end up crippled and/or in prison for many years..
If I was American I would just buy a shotgun , I've heard it's pretty easy to do so there?

it is if you don't have prior mental health issues

it is if you don't have prior mental health issues

im also extremely poor and can't afford a gun

 

[Minsu]

it is if you don't have prior mental health issues

im also extremely poor and can't afford a gun

Oh I see. I feel you and it makes me sad reading about your situation :( sending you a hug

 

[sugarb]

what kind of potential collateral you talking about , you're so right but when you boil it to a coin flip I'm a gambling person that sounds appealing in some weird way to me but you're right . I don't know if I could muster the courage to point a weapon at someone I supposed if I was drunk I could. But I know I'm a really big pussy with stuff like this
I guess this isn't the method to ctb
I found a bridge kinda far from my home there's no way for me t walk and I don't want anybody knowing I'd get there so I have to find a way, I believe the drop is about 50-60 feet maybe 40 at the lowest but I can climb to the top and add a good 10 13 feet probably.

no worries, I was thinking of buying a replica firearm and making a false call I had killed my family whilst alone acting as if I'm a victim of the attacker and when the police arrive I'd be the attacker.

Any time bullets are fired there's a chance they might hit the wrong target. More so if you're in an apartment complex or other dense housing.

I guarantee it won't be as appealing as you think >_> the police generally aim for the center of mass not the head so you're probably going to be in agony even if you actually die.

A lot of things can happen in this scenario and none of them are preferable to saving up to buy a real gun.

If they actually open fire you have a roughly 50% chance of either dying instantly (not likely) or dying after a few shots (more likely and painful). You'd be traumatizing someone and endangering others. The other 50% chance- you get shot non-lethally. Really hurts and you could be looking at hospital bills, institutionalization, jail or prison, disabling injuries that further complicate CTB, court, etc etc.

There's also a pretty good chance they won't shoot at all. Might clock you as suicidal or that the gun's fake, might talk you down, etc. Similar consequences to the nonlethal shooting.

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The bridge could work, but iirc the recommended height is 70+. 100+ is near certain territory.

If you could get a gun by saving up, that'd be a much better option than the bridge. Though if you have prior mental that still wouldn't be an option

But regardless of what you go with just do anything but suicide by cop, it's extremely unreliable and incredibly risky. Also keep in mind that the 50/50 number only applies to the times officers actually opened fire

 

[droppedmysyrup]

Any time bullets are fired there's a chance they might hit the wrong target. More so if you're in an apartment complex or other dense housing.

I guarantee it won't be as appealing as you think >_> the police generally aim for the center of mass not the head so you're probably going to be in agony even if you actually die.

A lot of things can happen in this scenario and none of them are preferable to saving up to buy a real gun.

If they actually open fire you have a roughly 50% chance of either dying instantly (not likely) or dying after a few shots (more likely and painful). You'd be traumatizing someone and endangering others. The other 50% chance- you get shot non-lethally. Really hurts and you could be looking at hospital bills, institutionalization, jail or prison, disabling injuries that further complicate CTB, court, etc etc.

There's also a pretty good chance they won't shoot at all. Might clock you as suicidal or that the gun's fake, might talk you down, etc. Similar consequences to the nonlethal shooting.

-

The bridge could work, but iirc the recommended height is 70+. 100+ is near certain territory.

If you could get a gun by saving up, that'd be a much better option than the bridge. Though if you have prior mental that still wouldn't be an option

But regardless of what you go with just do anything but suicide by cop, it's extremely unreliable and incredibly risky. Also keep in mind that the 50/50 number only applies to the times officers actually opened fire

the fact you're willing to put this much thought into helping me means so much.
tysm ♥
im gonna find a way to secure it eventually I know I will.

 

[sugarb]

the fact you're willing to put this much thought into helping me means so much.
tysm ♥
im gonna find a way to secure it eventually I know I will.

Hey of course my dude ^^ happy to be of service
good luck <3