Help CTB soon, need to make sure I don't fail (SN+DMSO)

[LastDay]

So I'm choosing the DMSO and SN method but I'm unsure of the dosage. In Xerxes thread he recommended 20mg of SN to 100mL of DMSO. However I'm 350lbs so I'm wondering if I need more. He said DMSO is easy on the stomach for under 150mL so I'm thinking of doing 30mg to 150mL.

Can anyone shed some light on this? Should I stick to the original recipe or bump it up? I just can't afford to fail.

If you have no idea wish me luck please! Planning to do it on the 15th. I really want to join my big sister who died of myocarditis in 2002.

 

[Redt2go]

Good luck :( this is sad

 

[JustAboutDone]

I have no idea @LastDay but wish you all the best xx

 

[bigj75]

I have no idea if the amount should be increased due to bodyweight. I would increase at the same ratio.

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

I would assume that you would need to increase the dose with the increased body weight, just be aware that there have been reports of people having incredible pain when they've taken doses of SN above 20g. I can't say what their body weight was or that it even matters at all. It hasn't been studied that much and there is still a lot that we don't know. If it were me I'd go ahead and take the risk at 30g for a guaranteed death.
Be careful and best wishes.

 

[LastDay]

@VoloFataliDoce I don't mind pain as long as I'm not in pain for hours. I have a high pain tolerance and strong determination to CTB so, thank you for the advice.

 

[Mistress Death]

Would you mind walking us through your experiences when you're doing it?

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

@VoloFataliDoce I don't mind pain as long as I'm not in pain for hours. I have a high pain tolerance and strong determination to CTB so, thank you for the advice.

From what I've read, you shouldn't be conscious after an hour as long as you don't underdose. The DMSO should help increase the potency of the SN, so with 30g I wouldn't be too worried about an underdose. Are you planning on taking antiemetics and acid reducers beforehand? I know they claim that it isn't necessary, but I plan to anyway, just to be cautious.

 

[Mistress Death]

Which antiemetics are you planning on taking?

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

Which antiemetics are you planning on taking?

40mg Metoclopramide and 800mg Tagamet.

 

[LastDay]

@VoloFataliDoce I didn't plan on any because he said that water renders the SN ineffective mixed with DMSO. I figured hey even if I vomit it there's still a chance of me dying right? I believe I'll be alone for around 8 hours so that should be enough time whether it stays down or not?

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

@VoloFataliDoce I didn't plan on any because he said that water renders the SN ineffective mixed with DMSO. I figured hey even if I vomit it there's still a chance of me dying right? I believe I'll be alone for around 8 hours so that should be enough time whether it stays down or not?

I'm not comfortable saying yes or no. I certainly hope so, but I wouldn't want to take any chances of failure. You're right about not drinking any water afterwards. I had forgotten about that.

 

[LastDay]

Would you mind walking us through your experiences when you're doing it?

I would really rather have my last moments to myself. However, if by bad luck I make it out alive, I'll come back and describe it.

 

[Mistress Death]

Fair enough

 

[Final Escape]

Hope it works, Sorry u have to go :( wish u a peaceful quick passing. It probably will work but hopefully 8 hours is long enough.

 

[John434]

Hope it works, Sorry u have to go :( wish u a peaceful quick passing. It probably will work but hopefully 8 hours is long enough.

Not sure what the time frame is on SN ctb
I would hope, if taken properly, it wouldn't take 8hrs
Does anyone have any information on this?

 

[NorthAmericanQc]

Is anti e really a nessecity with dsmo + sn method? I believe it's less likely to vomit since the dsmo accelerate the salt intake in blood.

And yeah, if you can write us some messages after you take it, it would be greatly appreciated. So, some of us will know what we will have to deal with, with this method.

Thank you! I wish you peace!!

 

[NorthAmericanQc]

I would really rather have my last moments to myself. However, if by bad luck I make it out alive, I'll come back and describe it.

Sorry didn't see this message before answering the thread.

 

[itsallover]

I'm sure you have to adjust for weight. I'm big too so I'm not knocking you. I have taken opiates for pain. They don't do much for the pain but the feeling of drifting off is nice. That would be the best in my book. You die while you are stoned out of your mind. I know you can snort heroin as I would never inject it, but I would have to put effort into finding it. I did things by the book. Went to school, stayed out of trouble, and then went to work. Looking back I was probably better off not giving a damn because I came from a broken home and wanted to do the right thing.

 

[NorthAmericanQc]

I would recommend Ketamine as it is a general anesthesiant. I experienced it, always have to be with someone in case I hurt myself without noticing.

 

[LastDay]

Sorry didn't see this message before answering the thread.

The main reason being because I don't want to accidentally tell someone I'm CTB. Don't know how I'll be feeling/react and I don't want to be able to back out. It's extra insurance you know.

 

[LastDay]

FUCKFUCKFUCK my boyfriend almost caught me. He questioned the package I received (he NEVER questions packages I receive so it caught me by surprise) with SN and I told him it was nothing. He insisted I open the package and googled SN and found the SN thread here. Not this thread although he doesn't know my username here. I managed to calm him down by agreeing to make a therapy appointment the morning of when I planned to CTB (I planned to do it in the afternoon, still the plan). Gosh this is frustrating, I just want to go in fucking peace already.