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rachybee

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Dec 8, 2024
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Saw my cpn today. We discussed my wishes to ctb - I've known her years and if I lie she knows. Anyway yea. And we also discussed possible hospital admission etc. she wants to go this CTR? Route? Not sure what that is. I'm uk. Anyway yea she said she was happy I was communicating properly with what I think would help etc.

Even though I've no idea.

I've wanted to ctb for as long as I can remember. And now I've worked out the DMC ordering I can. I feel 90% wants to do it but there's this fking annoying 10% that's like well what if you can get 'fixed'. What if you did xyZ and were ok? But I've never been ok? Nothing has ever worked.

Do I push to go back into hospital? Try too? With probably getting rejected like no you're fine or not. Really the majority of me longs for the idea of taking SN and just going to sleep. It will all be done and this shit show of my life would be done too
 
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SVEN

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Apr 3, 2023
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CTR is the term used for a Care & Treatment Review by the NHS in England. Their primary purpose is to reduce the likelihood of Hospital admission, or ensure as short a Hospital stay as possible if admitted.
 
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rachybee

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Dec 8, 2024
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CTR is the term used for a Care & Treatment Review by the NHS in England. Their primary purpose is to reduce the likelihood of Hospital admission, or ensure as short a Hospital stay as possible if admitted.
Thankyou. She didn't explain this. This also makes me think that they don't wanna help. Which I know is a weird thing to think of it.

When I also - kinda don't want their help like I do lie to them. Ah I dunno.

Thanks tho
 
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SVEN

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Thankyou. She didn't explain this. This also makes me think that they don't wanna help. Which I know is a weird thing to think of it.

When I also - kinda don't want their help like I do lie to them. Ah I dunno.

Thanks tho
A prevalant theory is that it's intended to cut costs. Mainly by attempting to get the patient to suggest for themselves any type of non NHS self help within their community. Think helping out in Citizen's Advice Centre, volunteering in a charity shop, etc.
 
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rachybee

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Dec 8, 2024
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A prevalant theory is that it's intended to cut costs. Mainly by attempting to get the patient to suggest for themselves any type of non NHS self help within their community. Think helping out in Citizen's Advice Centre, volunteering in a charity shop, etc.
Oh good to know thankyou!
 
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waterbaby100

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Nov 26, 2024
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I hated the home help team. They tried their best but so invasive and very unhelpful. Might be better to do in care support
 

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