Ctb on hold

[SnakeTeam93]

Well I'm getting a dog soon so my ctb will have to wait 15+ years and meanwhile I will probably still look for ways but hold until dog is dead first
And Everytime an person dies somehow envy them I will still jump in to the forum often because truthfully this is the only place where people are like me

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

Be sure you want to keep the dog and stay alive. Ctb is really hard to do when you have such cute little partner around. Or 9 like i do. Its a curse, and a blessing. Right now its a curse for me. Soon ill lose 6, because of how life chose to eff me up. Down to 3. Still painful.

But im glad for you and your dog. Im sure he will bring you loads of happy memories :)

 

[HeartbrokenViking1]

Good for you buddy, I've promised myself to hang in there for 3 years and things have gotten a little better now 3 months later

 

[brainpain2]

Tell me more about your dog. A puppy? Young adult? Rescue? What made you change your mind and want to get a dog, therefore keep living?

 

[HadEnough1974]

Well I'm getting a dog soon so my ctb will have to wait 15+ years and meanwhile I will probably still look for ways but hold until dog is dead first
And Everytime an person dies somehow envy them I will still jump in to the forum often because truthfully this is the only place where people are like me

Wait, is that 15 years in dog years? Another question, did you avoid buying a cat because of their 9 lives?

 

[SnakeTeam93]

Wait, is that 15 years in dog years? Another question, did you avoid buying a cat because of their 9 lives?

so this kind of fog lives around 15 years and cat i didnt get beacuse i cant go out hunting and just having adventures in the wilderness with a cat... ( atleast not realy i know that it is possible a little bit)

Tell me more about your dog. A puppy? Young adult? Rescue? What made you change your mind and want to get a dog, therefore keep living?

Well i had a dwarf schnautzer before for 12 years and she died like some month ago, But i hvae a hard time choosing if i am to die ore live one part is like crazy about dying and thing and fatasize and plan extremly that while another always make back up plans ore options that might safe gourd me and give me a chance to evolve ore get better so the dog part its like my adventure and animal loving and safeguarding part. And the dog will be a jagt terrier puppy girl.

 

[SnakeTeam93]

Well this is my doggy and to be true I still have Ctb thoughs but almost never and when I really feel bad I go here and read around and that calms me down because I can see there's other like me and I don't feel as lonely in my troubles ore pain (also thanks Devs for keeping my topics and account up I know I'm not active)

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

Animals are the best therapy existed. I hope you will enjoy each other company for many years

 

[SnakeTeam93]

To tell the truth I love my and my economy is functional and I just got my own apartment so everything is better than it ever been and school is going good.
But I am really depressed and I don't understand why. So do you think I'm broken

 

[onlyanimalsaregood]

To tell the truth I love my and my economy is functional and I just got my own apartment so everything is better than it ever been and school is going good.
But I am really depressed and I don't understand why. So do you think I'm broken

I would love to have my apartment too but that's not all. I think that there is always an underlying reason why we feel and react in a certain way and it is only now that I am realizing mine. Maybe you should think about it and deepen it.

 

[Grav]

Congrats on getting the dog. We have 2 now and even when I'm in a shit mood they stop the fall. The latest one is a big snuggler great dane/hound mix so there's always love available.

 

[myopybyproxy]

good on you.

that's what stops me from getting a pet. it would preclude dying at any time. but i still muddle through life without one because i keep delaying. on the other hand, i don't really live - just float through day to day. frustration all round.