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BlackWednesday

BlackWednesday

Student
Oct 18, 2022
112
Going to attempt on Monday. How should I spend my last couple of days?
 
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HelloReaper

HelloReaper

Member
Apr 21, 2023
37
Have one of your favorite meals
 
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Torch

Torch

My mind is filled with despair
Mar 18, 2023
122
Going to attempt on Monday. How should I spend my last couple of days?
Enjoy yourself, spurge, have a nice meal (I'll be enjoying some prime rib & mashed potatoes😋). Mind sharing your method?
 
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BlackWednesday

BlackWednesday

Student
Oct 18, 2022
112
Enjoy yourself, spurge, have a nice meal (I'll be enjoying some prime rib & mashed potatoes😋). Mind sharing your method?
SN so I won't be able to eat from Sunday. I'll be sure to have somthing nice tomorrow though
 
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BlackWednesday

BlackWednesday

Student
Oct 18, 2022
112
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Sounds good, hope it's painless and quick💙. What's your regime?
A two day fast, two tablets of 10mg domperidone 45 mins beforehand, then 25mg of SN dissolved in a glass of water with another 25g in a backup glass
 
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Torch

Torch

My mind is filled with despair
Mar 18, 2023
122
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A two day fast, two tablets of 10mg domperidone 45 mins beforehand, then 25mg of SN dissolved in a glass of water with another 25g in a backup glass
Sounds good. Rest well, do keep us updated.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
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Watch a favorite movie, listen to some of your favorite songs. As mentioned have a good meal.
I prefer chinese food though a few years ago when I thought I had courage, I got some KFC.
Sorry to see you go. :hug:
 
AkaRed

AkaRed

Come on! Let’s go, we’ll make our future together.
Apr 20, 2023
251
Spend them doing something you enjoy. Relaxing, some music- whatever it may be. Happy thoughts, yknow? Have a good conversation with a friend or loved one, you got this.
<3
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,827
I guess that after all it's your existence so only you can really decide what you should do, it's a personal decision. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
625
Sounds good, hope it's painless and quick💙. What's your regime?
I hope its painless and quick too x3 sorry to see you go friend. Your suffering is valid and If it really has crossed your pain tolerance, I wish you all the best.
 
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uletayu

failure
Apr 16, 2023
24
I wish you luck mate
 
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Pidgeons_Sparrows

Pidgeons_Sparrows

-flying rat
Apr 16, 2023
625
ill be taking SN too soon so, yay lol
Do whatever youve always wanted to. What are your hobbies? If i were you id eat something nice, play vidya, maybe also go outside and have a walk in the forest, enjoy the beauty of nature for a lil while.
Also hell yes listening to music too.
 
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Letgo

Specialist
Apr 1, 2023
319
May you have a peaceful journey
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,804
My best hopes for a pleasant goodbye over the next days, then a sweet sleep which ends the pain and softly embraces you. Go well.
 
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dreamingofsh

dreamingofsh

Member
Apr 20, 2023
14
I coincidentally (if all goes right) will also be CTB on monday. I hope you succeed and your last days here are pleasant. much love ❤️
 
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SilentSadness

SilentSadness

Person
Feb 28, 2023
1,529
Good luck, I hope you find peace whatever happens.
 
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soolka

soolka

ʚ♡ɞ killing me softly ʚ♡ɞ
Apr 13, 2023
77
i hope you have a peaceful journey <3
 
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