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QuartziteGlitter

QuartziteGlitter

Forgotten shard
Apr 27, 2023
21
Hi there, everyone. Hope your day's going well.

As of late, I've become desperate for a way out of things, and found this website with the hope it'd help. However, due to my not so lucky circumstances I can't afford most of the methods described in the widely available manuals...

I live in Venezuela; access to many of the suggested chemicals is already scarce, and finding any of them has become an insurmountable task. I've also considered inert gases like helium, but they are prohibitively expensive.

That's why I come to you. I'm sick and tired and to be honest don't even care about the pain anymore, I just want something effective I can do with more widely available tools. It doesn't have to be peaceful. Though I'd much rather prefer it didn't involve ending things outside the comfort of my own house...

By the way, this is my first post so I hope talking about these things in these terms is ok.

Best regards to you all. Thank you so much for your help.
 
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Nights

Nights

Student
Apr 27, 2023
163
Hanging is a easy way and affordable, you can get a rope from a nearby shop, if the shop owner asked you for why you need the rope you can say you need it to move a heavy object with your friend's car
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,848
There really isn't any straightforward way to leave this world, to me all the methods are either risky, inaccessible or just horrible/incredibly difficult to go through with and this is just the unfortunate consequence of existing in this anti-suicide society where suicide isn't viewed as a valid option. But there is a suicide resource complination on here with information about methods, I hope that you find the freedom you search for as I really understand that it's awful feeling so trapped here.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,208
Unfortunately you may not have so many options. Maybe carbon monoxide (via char coal) could be an affordable option instead. But it's maybe riskier than hanging.
 
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TempusFugit

TempusFugit

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May 13, 2023
17
I'm not sure how effective this is but there's a thread on shallow water blackout which doesn't need anything more than water in a tub and is kind of inconspicuous.


Depending on where in Venezuela you live, jumping might be a option but I don't recommend it unless you can control your survival instinct
 
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QuartziteGlitter

QuartziteGlitter

Forgotten shard
Apr 27, 2023
21
I'm not sure how effective this is but there's a thread on shallow water blackout which doesn't need anything more than water in a tub and is kind of inconspicuous.


Depending on where in Venezuela you live, jumping might be a option but I don't recommend it unless you can control your survival instinct

This is extremely useful. Thanks, mate...
 
blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
359
Inert gas is well worth it for what you get. It's literally impossible to find a better value method.
 
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helplessufferer

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Apr 24, 2023
49
do you have easy access to sulphuric acid and formic acid in venezuela? by mixing them you get CO gas which is also a peaceful method. you should be in a car or a small room in order it to work easily though.
 
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Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
Inert gas is well worth it for what you get. It's literally impossible to find a better value method.
But it is expensive, easily you gonna spend 300 to 500 dollars
Hi there, everyone. Hope your day's going well.

As of late, I've become desperate for a way out of things, and found this website with the hope it'd help. However, due to my not so lucky circumstances I can't afford most of the methods described in the widely available manuals...

I live in Venezuela; access to many of the suggested chemicals is already scarce, and finding any of them has become an insurmountable task. I've also considered inert gases like helium, but they are prohibitively expensive.

That's why I come to you. I'm sick and tired and to be honest don't even care about the pain anymore, I just want something effective I can do with more widely available tools. It doesn't have to be peaceful. Though I'd much rather prefer it didn't involve ending things outside the comfort of my own house...

By the way, this is my first post so I hope talking about these things in these terms is ok.

Best regards to you all. Thank you so much for your help.
Try sn method

Sn,Meto and benzos should be easy to get in Venezuela
 
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Mx_Pathetic

Mx_Pathetic

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May 8, 2023
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I'm not sure how effective this is but there's a thread on shallow water blackout which doesn't need anything more than water in a tub and is kind of inconspicuous.


Depending on where in Venezuela you live, jumping might be a option but I don't recommend it unless you can control your survival instinct
I could use more info on this method. It seems to be the best one when it comes to effectiveness and being painelss
do you have easy access to sulphuric acid and formic acid in venezuela? by mixing them you get CO gas which is also a peaceful method. you should be in a car or a small room in order it to work easily though.

But it is expensive, easily you gonna spend 300 to 500 dollars

Try sn method

Sn,Meto and benzos should be easy to get in Venezuela
What is the sn method
 
Vizzy

Vizzy

DEAD
May 6, 2023
1,865
I could use more info on this method. It seems to be the best one when it comes to effectiveness and being painelss



What is the sn method
Sodium nitrite

 
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