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Alpercino

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Jun 19, 2023
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Hello SaSu,

Its 11:30 while typing this currently where i live in West-Germany. Today or tomorrow i want to CTB with the night-night or partial hanging method.

Currently i have no equipment and want to get them while traveling. My first stop and hotel stay probably will be DĂĽsseldorf. Frankfurt,NĂĽrnberg after and maybe even till Prag who knows.

Can my fellow germans give me any suggestions on where to get a tree ratchet (Spanngurt mit Ratsche?) , Cornholes or a decent rope for partial using a door? Since i dont see any anchor point in all the hotels i have stayed in and probably hotel owners know and remove them.

First step will be to get my shit together and use the train to DĂĽsseldorf
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I think you can find everything on Amazon.

Good luck with your plan.
 
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Alpercino

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Jun 19, 2023
97
First stop Hornbach lets see if they have a ratchet
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best of luck in your plans, I hope that you find the freedom you wish for.
 
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Alpercino

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Jun 19, 2023
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Step 1 done?
Where do i get cornholes now. I will try Kaufland,Obi first
 
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Alpercino

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Jun 19, 2023
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I couldnt find a cornhole so idk what to do... got a rope for partial hanging and i am in my hotel room now. Guess getting drunk and jerk off is the first step of the night
 
casual_existence

casual_existence

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Jul 29, 2023
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You just need something that doesn't deform much under pressure and that can distribute the pressure fairly evenly.

An easy way to do this is with dried corn bits (not baked dried) inside something like a cloth bag.

At least from what I've read.
 
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Alpercino

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Jun 19, 2023
97
I have muesli and socks
 
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Alpercino

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Jun 19, 2023
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Yeah the danger of being left a vegetable if you dont know its 100% right or not is really not making me push hard enough... fml i need a gun
 
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
Beans or peas would work in a sock. Muesli possibly too.

There have to be videos or sketches here under the method megathreads

I mean… most hotels build bathrooms to avoid people hanging themselves off the doors.

When I was practicing partial I used a bathrobe belt around my neck that was held up by a double knot slipped over the door.
Once the door is closed and locked, the belt will stay in place. Has some elasticity but heavy cotton is fine.

The problem was: it hurt. I used a stool to sit and adjust the length of the belt, then slowly lowered myself and well…. I'm still here. Didn't have the guts.
Found OD's easier for myself.

I think for the people that choose partial the trick is to find a position that you can't physically push yourself up from.
 
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Alpercino

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Trains are too full and i cant take the social exposure fml again going back home .... someone just shoot me
 
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