imdepressed999
Member
- Jan 12, 2024
- 91
Hi guys, i planned to CTB this past Monday but the Fent i ordered has not arrived yet. The guy finally sent tracking details, and it will be here Saturday. its late but it will be here is all i really care about. I am at the point of no return. I never thought i dig myself into a hole deep enough to where my mind would be so ok with the idea to CTB but this is great, this is what I wanted. Each time i fell into a deep hole in the past due to my bipolar bad choices fucking my life up, i was always able to dig myself out or the Universe would save me somehow. Not this time! there is nooooo way out and CTB must happen. Luckly i have a method that will look like an overdose rather than a suicide but if this shit fails, the 9MM it is. It looks like 1-20-23 is my CTB date but i will not be found till 1-21-23 so they may say i died on 1-21-23. I'll keep everyone updated.
