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Theanswer

Experienced
Jun 26, 2022
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Method: SN. My ctb date has been moved up so only have a couple of weeks to finalize! I'll be posting my regimen later and would love advice on that, too. Need to get the hotel booked now. I am going to use a higher end hotel with the hopes that the walls aren't so thin or some type of soundproofing exists. I'm thinking that I would check in, monitor noise & activity during the first day/night (not ideal because it will make SI stronger), then next day I drink SN. My fear is that someone will hear me puking or maybe choking. I'll be on the floor, not bed, so I won't fall and will get everything out of my way so I don't tip things over just in case. QUESTION: Any thoughts on these types of noises being heard in the halls or adjacent rooms? I'm really stressed now that my date has been pushed up but actually not by that much. Need to calm down as I've done soooo much work on preparing and I'm almost there. If I went somewhere remote, it would be someone's air bnb or personal cabin and I don't want to do that. Please, any advice? Thanks.
 
madebrief

madebrief

Experienced
Jul 4, 2022
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I think you have most things thought through. Mainly, lie on your bed after you have drunk the SN and have a bucket next to you prepared if you throw up. Keep the second glass nearby in handy. You shouldn't need anything else nearby.

Maybe have the tv on with sound at normal volume or quieter (depend on time of day you are doing it) and cover bottom of doors with towels to reduce noise.

What's important is not to move so much after having drunk SN. Ie, going to the toilet and use the bucket. Stay in one place. I don't think you will be choking so much so don't worry about this so much.

You've got everything planned by the looks of things and I don't think you need to worry so much. Hotel is a good place to go and other rooms will be making various noises also.
 
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