• UK users: Due to a formal investigation into this site by Ofcom under the UK Online Safety Act 2023, we strongly recommend using a trusted, no-logs VPN. This will help protect your privacy, bypass censorship, and maintain secure access to the site. Read the full VPN guide here.

  • Hey Guest,

    Today, OFCOM launched an official investigation into Sanctioned Suicide under the UK’s Online Safety Act. This has already made headlines across the UK.

    This is a clear and unprecedented overreach by a foreign regulator against a U.S.-based platform. We reject this interference and will be defending the site’s existence and mission.

    In addition to our public response, we are currently seeking legal representation to ensure the best possible defense in this matter. If you are a lawyer or know of one who may be able to assist, please contact us at [email protected].

    Read our statement here:

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC): 34HyDHTvEhXfPfb716EeEkEHXzqhwtow1L
    Ethereum (ETH): 0xd799aF8E2e5cEd14cdb344e6D6A9f18011B79BE9
    Monero (XMR): 49tuJbzxwVPUhhDjzz6H222Kh8baKe6rDEsXgE617DVSDD8UKNaXvKNU8dEVRTAFH9Av8gKkn4jDzVGF25snJgNfUfKKNC8
paranoic420

paranoic420

ansiedad
Dec 8, 2020
4
Hi, today I will try to do partially suspended CTB hanging on my double deck bed tonight, it is the first time I will try this method, any tips?


ps: I have a girlfriend and I don't want to traumatize her with this, what should I do in this case?

any advice is appreciated


Since I was little I have suffered from generalized anxiety, my first suicide attempt was at 13 years old taking two whole boxes of sertraline, I can no longer stand panic attacks, each day is heavier than the last, there are times that I cannot speak or modulate for this disorder, I want to end this as soon as possible, since everything started I feel that I have delayed the matter too much and I think it is time

I do not intend to play the role of a victim or anything like that, sorry if I express myself wrong



5DD05F80 3B2E 4043 9099 3FD50DDEE0DE
 

Attachments

  • 71EB0EF0-A9FB-4CBD-AB5F-A0FA5A17484B.jpeg
    71EB0EF0-A9FB-4CBD-AB5F-A0FA5A17484B.jpeg
    168 KB · Views: 3
Last edited:
S

summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
Make sure you have makeup to cover the bruises. See you tomorrow,
 
Upvote 0
Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,496
No way to avoid trauma. Put all your weight into it when you do it.
 
  • Like
Reactions: paranoic420
Upvote 0
JigsawFeelin

JigsawFeelin

Student
May 31, 2020
132
Please reconsider, pop on your favourite show and have some snacks. It doesn't have to be tonight.
 
  • Like
Reactions: paranoic420
Upvote 0
W

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Your gf and those who love you will be traumatized no matter what you do but writing some letters and recording some videos or audio telling them how much you love them could help lots.

I'm sorry you're leaving this world but at the same time I don't want you to suffer anymore so, wish you lots of love and eternal peace, pal.
 
  • Love
  • Like
Reactions: Mara09 and paranoic420
Upvote 0
S

summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
You say that this method will not work? Sorry for my English
No matter how well you prepare, all you have to do is stand up and it doesn't work. This can happen even while you're unconscious. A lot of people try partial, and it doesn't work. But I'm serious, make sure you have makeup or a turtle neck, because your neck is going to look fucked tomorrow. Best of luck friend.
 
  • Like
Reactions: paranoic420 and Mara09
Upvote 0
paranoic420

paranoic420

ansiedad
Dec 8, 2020
4
No matter how well you prepare, all you have to do is stand up and it doesn't work. This can happen even while you're unconscious. A lot of people try partial, and it doesn't work. But I'm serious, make sure you have makeup or a turtle neck, because your neck is going to look fucked tomorrow. Best of luck friend.
I don't want to end up as a vegetable
Your gf and those who love you will be traumatized no matter what you do but writing some letters and recording some videos or audio telling them how much you love them could help lots.

I'm sorry you're leaving this world but at the same time I don't want you to suffer anymore so, wish you lots of love and eternal peace, pal.
Thank you very much for your words brother, I think it would be best to leave some letters, I wish you all peace in this strange world.
Please reconsider, pop on your favourite show and have some snacks. It doesn't have to be tonight.
I've told myself so many times, so when then?
 
Last edited:
Upvote 0
Worndown

Worndown

Illuminated
Mar 21, 2019
3,496
Maybe tie your ankles together to reduce standing to escape. Put feet under bed??
 
  • Like
Reactions: paranoic420
Upvote 0

Similar threads

A
Replies
1
Views
146
Suicide Discussion
locked*n*loaded
locked*n*loaded
rootlessinterloper
Replies
3
Views
288
Suicide Discussion
physic1st
physic1st
DigitalHeart
Replies
1
Views
190
Suicide Discussion
an_alias
an_alias
pacyfoni
Replies
1
Views
533
Suicide Discussion
TurboCharcha
T
highheelhell
Replies
9
Views
332
Suicide Discussion
Blueberry Panic
Blueberry Panic